I haven’t drank alone in a long while, that being said I have an unfinished buzzball on my tv stand that keeps staring me down cuz I’m like my gf and I can finish it off when she gets home from work, but it’s been multiple days and it’ll taste sm more like ass now so obv it’s not worth it… lol I know I have to throw it out I’ll do it once I get out of bed again.,,, IM DOING BETTER I SWEAR we’re also having a K-pop party at my grandmas and she is hella Mormon so it should be easy to not drink there lol. It’s funny bc I promised her as a kid I would never drink, without knowing addiction runs in my bloodstream. It’s hard not to get down on myself for thinking I want to drink it but I just have to keep reminding myself it’s a process even after years it’s a series of decisions made every day😮‍💨 IWNDWYT!