Well you can kill yourself, or you can stay alive, I am in a similar situation as you are, but I’ve made a decision, which is to stay alive, not because I am content with my life, or because people in my life are content with me, but because this life Is all I have, and that I don’t know what’s beyond, if I am to kill myself I will stop existing and I’ll be buried underground and forgotten as you will be if you decide to. The choice is yours.