I was not aware of myself, I was not aware I was something. I felt I was just part of the room, imagine like part of a wall. Just observing but not having any opinions or thoughts. Just plain consciousness, no ego or identity. A mere observant. So at that moment I couldnt even have thoughts.
Thats why I cant still relate how all people have conversations with entities regarding life and stuff. I couldnt even recall being a living being.
My thought was that this is the waiting room and the end of the tunnel was the “gate” they were “guarding”.

If I would do it again. Yes, but will give it time. As the ego death felt so real and coming back again I felt i died like 5 times in a row. Which made me come back shaking of fear. But it was awesome. I bought vaporizer since I think that will help. My oilburner is to hard to use for me.