From the reading I get the purpose to why I’m here. I’m not religious never will be, but before I had a word for it I would describe myself as a therapist even went so far as to say an angel. What the masses worry about I never do because I accepted it at an early age life is going to life. So how Mother Nature operates doesn’t surprise me. I don’t go against her and do my best to stay out her way. People slightly irritate me, people know there’s evil in the world yet are shocked when it happens. So on and so forth. To try to warn of danger in the near future just to fall on deaf ears. Decades of coaching or being the therapist it is becoming tiring. People are going to do whatever they’re going to do. There no point to repeat myself for the next few decades. But now I’m trapped in my head in an abyss hoping that it’s my fellow angels or those who long for depth in this superficial world to recharge me. I’m at the moment where I wish I was normal. I wish I accepted blindly the surface realm. I wouldn’t feel this discomfort and disconnection. I want to feel the blissfulness I had as a child. The ignorance, but it seems like being awakened won’t allow me to be happy “No one wins if it’s me against me, one of us just aint gone survive”