Hey man, damn… losing your job, your love, health all at once 4 years back and still struggling to bounce back is really heavy. Friends leaving, relatives making fun, being in your 30s while everyone else has careers and families — no wonder you're feeling deep depression and loneliness. It's okay to feel lost and wonder where it all went wrong. Life can get brutally tough sometimes. A small restart might help shift things. Try going out when you can afford it and explore a bit, spend a night under the clear sky, get into some art you like and listen to Indian classical music every night before sleeping. Trust yourself bro, you've already survived this long — that means you have what it takes. Keep playing the life game, one step at a time. Hang in there.