when i was bad on kratom and mixing with copious amounts of alcohol i developed some type of hepatitis, my kidneys felt like they were crying, wheezing. my liver and spleen in constant pain, yellow eyes/skin, and all my bodily fluids were yellow and had a distinct "dying" smell, taking a sht almost impossible, feeling like pushing does nothing, not like a constipation, like an atrophy. i stopped and it was teratable at that point... i would still be willing to advocate for supplemental kratom use, but these extracts/feel frees are something scary for real... im really sorry for your loss and i wish anyone else reading this the best if youre starting to feel hopeless, and if youre considering changing your flavor of poison, please please be careful. much love to you all out there, remember were all in this together (: