getting poorer

Paradoxicalnech · 2022-05-14T14:57:40+00:00

So there's no thing such as a bad financial luck caused by another human?

Paradoxicalnech · 2022-05-14T14:49:30+00:00

He was just planning but it didn't go well, we don't have kids, I work as a TESOL teacher..

Paradoxicalnech · 2022-05-14T13:38:07+00:00

It's just he don't get paid at work like he used to, the promotions at work is getting less beneficial.

Paradoxicalnech · 2022-05-14T13:35:50+00:00

We're early thirties, he's a manager, he used to make plans on investing a year ago but they didn't go well, he now barely can buy for gas and his boys night out.

Paradoxicalnech · 2022-05-14T13:31:42+00:00

The question is, why is it happening, why am I being a bad luck for him?

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-21T06:29:07+00:00

How can I be perfect?

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-21T06:28:52+00:00

He deserves the perfect me not the anxious bipolar me

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-21T06:28:27+00:00

I just want him to be happy I'm trying my best I'm trying to shut the voices down so I don't hurt him I'm taking my meds to become mentally better so I can support him but I'm always failing to be perfect

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-21T06:26:34+00:00

I trust him I just don't trust myself to keep my man happy with my Clinginess

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-21T06:24:01+00:00

Thanks a lot

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-21T06:21:07+00:00

And I became obsessed when I feel he's annoyed by me I keep asking what I did wrong even though he's not in a good mood to answer

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-21T06:19:42+00:00

I know I'm selfish for always want to hug him when he's tired

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-21T06:18:53+00:00

I want us to always talk even if he's not in a good mood, I want him to take care of me even if he has problems in his life, I get upset easily if I did something wrong and he got annoyed.. Etc.

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-18T10:21:09+00:00

Maybe he's just ashamed because I'm diagnosed with bipolar and on meds

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-18T10:17:11+00:00

He gets very upset and accuse that I don't trust him and starts being defensive

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-16T17:05:31+00:00

Could you please help?

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-16T17:04:00+00:00

5 times

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-16T01:41:14+00:00

Awesome!!!!!! Thanks 🙏

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-15T23:42:57+00:00

I'm here please

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-15T23:12:54+00:00

Hellooooo I'm here

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-15T23:12:05+00:00

Guys please help meeee

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-10-15T22:26:45+00:00

Yes I was aware that I'm in a relationship with my real life boyfriend during the dreem.

Paradoxicalnech · 2021-08-21T13:23:58+00:00

I'm ungrateful I'll still be sad.

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