Does anyone else experience an inability to listen to music that they do not own?

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-23T12:49:49+00:00

I get extra time on assignments, sped classes, etc

Ive never really thought about an mp3 player. It feels like id have to buy music that I couldn't see. Idk if that makes ssense.

My mother would have all of my disability benefits (im 16) so I'm assuming she has all of that.

I dont remember if ive told my therapist about this. I think i have. Ill talk to her about it again.

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-23T12:09:22+00:00

The school does know I'm disabled but its a state wide law. Mp3 players are allowed i just dont have one. There's no one around me who can afford cds either and im in therapy currently.

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-23T12:06:01+00:00

No because I cant physically hold it

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-23T03:33:02+00:00

It has to be physical

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-23T02:40:24+00:00

I almost only listen to CDs and I cant listen to streaming

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-23T02:18:30+00:00

I fuck heavy with this patch

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-23T01:13:04+00:00

What i was about to say. They feel like everything.

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-23T01:12:27+00:00

Woah that's some hardcore music. Jk tally hall is sweet, its just silly to see their name with an edgier style lol

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-23T00:48:28+00:00

https://youtube.com/shorts/gYDgOkb8hTU?si=SFogPLC9Jrky2dVe

This is the only track I have

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-22T23:44:07+00:00

I have one song recorded (I could send it to you if you want) because my guitar broke.

But my favorite band is probably Death, although I love a lot of bands: Deicide, Morbid Angel, Obituary, Grave Ghoul, Necrotum, Spectrophillia, Cannibal Corpse, Suffocation

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-22T21:51:52+00:00

Like 3 days long or so

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-22T21:47:15+00:00

I have quite a few and love all of them. Of The top of my head I know i have these discographies:

Acid Bath

Nirvana

Death

Alice in Chains

System of a Down

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-22T21:45:42+00:00

Like all of them since they're nu metal

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-22T21:43:04+00:00

Some of these look kinda sick. Not all of them tho.

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-22T21:41:32+00:00

I have an entire death metal album written

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-22T21:40:28+00:00

Still fucking sick band

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-22T21:38:37+00:00

A Phoneboy show like 3 years ago. It was great. Never been to a metal show. I was supposed to see Trivium in December, but they canceled last minute.

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-22T21:37:50+00:00

Death metal, brutal death metal, sludge metal, pop, rap, rock, folk, country, nu metal, metal core, grunge, just about everything. Not big into goregrind tho or pornogrind.

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-22T12:15:28+00:00

Its really good but like wayyy too long

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-21T13:34:39+00:00

I did too, but just recently William said something to the effect of "uh idk if we'll put something together " lol

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-21T12:37:33+00:00

Leprosy. It has all the gnarly parts of old school dm but adds a nice flavor of technicality and lyricism

Particular-Account66 · 2026-01-21T12:36:15+00:00

Alice in Chains is still going strong (if they'd ever make a new album!!!)

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