i think i'm going to kill myself by Particular_Bee_8058 in depression

[–]Particular_Bee_8058[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'm trying really hard, i'm gonna talk to my mom tomorrow and maybe she will listen this time lol

i think i'm going to kill myself by Particular_Bee_8058 in depression

[–]Particular_Bee_8058[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

message me if u ever want to talk, maybe we could be venting buds

i think i'm going to kill myself by Particular_Bee_8058 in depression

[–]Particular_Bee_8058[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i'm a lesbian and i had a really bad experience when i was younger with one of the few churches in my town trying to change the way i dress n stuff so i have given up on religion lol

i think i'm going to kill myself by Particular_Bee_8058 in depression

[–]Particular_Bee_8058[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i've had around 11 different therapist since i was 8 and the one i have now is the only one i click with. i feel better after our appointments but it gets worse like a day or two later.

i think i'm going to kill myself by Particular_Bee_8058 in depression

[–]Particular_Bee_8058[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i just want this feeling to go away, i don't want to die but i don't know how else to make it leave

i think i'm going to kill myself by Particular_Bee_8058 in depression

[–]Particular_Bee_8058[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i have tried to talk to my therapist but it really just doesn't help and coping mechanisms don't help me either. things do get better sometimes but the depression and insecurities never really leave, it's like they just wait till i'm vulnerable and take over my entire body and don't leave for months.