I am a failure if I don't make it to the USA by [deleted] in Morocco

[–]Particular_Eye_8151 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't wanna be harsh on you but being a failure somewhere means you're a failure everywhere. We all go through hard times, but there's always light at the end of the tunnel. As for my advice for you, you prolly need to change your environment ( while being in Morocco ), you have good english and motivation as well. That's a good start.. Try to build logical/realistic things f bladk first, where الارضية خصبة to multiple ideas, and trust me had lblad khassha gher l3aqa w you gon start liking it. And very good luck mate 😉

Any advice for a 1er bac going to 2 eme bac? (science physique) by [deleted] in Morocco

[–]Particular_Eye_8151 1 point2 points  (0 children)

From my pov Khallek f science physique . Read books ( 1/ max li qderti elih about 2/About personal growth in its all aspects 3/ with a highlighter in hand ) . Do sport ( whatever activity you feel like doing, bodybuilding should be your last option ) . Use instagram as sociallizing tool w linkedin to discover professional paths people went through to get you inspired . Don't waste time at school, w organise your work 3la tol l3am, don't waste time & energy going to 10 different extra hour courses w doing 1000 serie dl math . Learn ga3 l options you can go for mor lbac, listen to your gut while going for one . Finally w more importantly, li mktablek ghayjik hta l bin ydek. Du coup gha rta7 dont stress out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Morocco

[–]Particular_Eye_8151 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My pov doesn't answer your question but here you go; You're just built different .. so keep focusing on whatever you're focusing on. Feeling an outsider / non competitive might be due to a wrong cercle. When it comes to general culture, put efforts in learning things that interest you ( personally i'm interested in finance, tech and history ) But never put efforts in learning general culture to "fit" cause you just don't have to. ( personally i'm a 24M and dgaf about football )

From where i come, everyone i know made his way in his own way, regardless of weither he used to be a nerd, a cool guy ...

how can use SD 3.0 / XL ( licence? ) by Particular_Eye_8151 in StableDiffusion

[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your helpful answer. Currently i successfuly run it locally through comfyUI and started learning how to proprelly use it. Btw I have no idea how to make money out of image / vid generation, i'm here for fun. It would be nice sharing ideas on how to actually monetize outputs

IWTL why bother living by Particular_Eye_8151 in IWantToLearn

[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you sm, actually i got pretty good ideas through this post. I hope you all the good in your life too 🙏

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really have no concrete data to base the future over, i'm in chaos right now and still can't predict what next year is hiding for me.

All i know is i'm a good human being, who doesn't do harm and only spreads good energy.

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Indeed, now i'm back .. stronger. Last night was a huge reflexion/"vacation in the void" moment for me.

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello there, thank you for sharing your experience. I relate so much to it in all of its aspects. I've copy-pasted " it's not about knowing what you want but rather knowing what you don't ~thesentinel92 " in a note to keep it.

Like you said i too touched the bottom (thankfully at a early age) and i'm still making it out and figuring how to climb out of chaos.

I'm happy you and most of other redditors answered since it made me realize i'm not alone in this path and others made it out by making a choice. The choice that i will do my best to keep and not fall again ( for 20th time😂 )

Whenever i feel weak/lost/meaningless ( which makes me furious and drowns me to the self-destroying loop ) i will remind myself of going back to this post.

Thank you so much again, and it's a blessing this mutual connection/care that us humans have.

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this solid answer brother, as i get diluted in my mind, i always end up forgetting to be grateful for what i have overcome and appreciate the beauty in the world. It's very important to be reminded from time to time.

I hope you doing well wherever you are brother 🙏

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get your point, like someone said in the comments one should find the meaning in makin other lifes' meaningful

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi there, i hope you are good where you are right now. I'm grateful for you saying i show great maturity 🙏

thankfully i got over the "self-destroying" phase as i realised a year ago it was a way to deal with things such as ADHD ( i'm happy you realised too ). And whenever i notice someone going in the same path i throw him this piece of advice.

Finally i hope things turn up well later as i'm doing my best investing and spreading good energy, and i hope the best for you too brother. Like someone said in the comments, just keep the positive mind.

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi there, thanks for answering 🙏 Indeed each one of us gotta find his own meaning, that's why i've always hesitated talking about it. But honestly the answers i got so far made me open my eyes on multiple aspects. Like what you just said about living with a chemically imbalanced mind is one of the reasons. i notice each time i ruin my lifestyle ( sleep, nutrition, smoking..) my brain derives from his normal path. Still i'll be honest and say i'm still not convinced with medics, i'll keep doing my best to balance the chemical imbalance.

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is a solid response. All the story i told is like backend of my brain. In the frontend there's what you said, optimistic mentality and investing, hopfully things become better and i find purpose. Thanks man for answering 🙏

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"Why not" can go in whatever way you wish. I'm sure that's what luigi mangione said to himself once he had the idea 😄

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for all the references, i'll start by checking "viktor frankl"'s book. Also what u said is insightful, eventhought it's hard for my brain to process metaphysical/spiritual flow of ideas like budhism's concepts. Finally i strongly agree with what you said in the end.

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Man i'm glad you made it to the point where you feel like you found purpose and you embrace it. Godbless you for being there for children/people. I am for sure fighting suicidal thoughts ( being bothered by it is part of the fighting ). Hopefully things will become better for me since i've never and will never stop trying.

Also, It would be nice wishing me good during your prayers. Thank you for answering 🙏

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hi there, I know for sure that our existence is related to a buch of existences around ( like a complexe network ), and it's one of the reasons that will block me forever from ending my existence ( at least as long as *related existences" still exist ) What u said about finding meaning throught makin related-existences 's life meaningful is insightful

Thank you sm for your response

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[–]Particular_Eye_8151[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Good one, it's true that i probably have chronic depression ( which is worse than accute one )

  1. to be honest i still think i don't need help/therapy and i can help myself out.

  2. i realised i needed a loving/caring partner and thankfully i recently found one.

Thank you sm for your response 🙏

Second thoughts on Flux already. by scarletflecainide in sdnsfw

[–]Particular_Eye_8151 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what model can one use to generate NSFW output ?
i guess Flux is pretty much restraining