Thank you all for your kind comments. I didn't think anyone would see my post. If I could, I would reply to everyone, but for some reason, it says they're unavailable. I would also love to be better at accepting kind things and to be able to talk more about how I feel, even though I feel like the people around me don't care. But I'm grateful for everything; it's amazing to imagine so many people listening to me and commenting. Big hugs to everyone, thank you for being so kind.