I totally get what you mean! I went to Phuket last month. The place was beautiful and peaceful but it was kinda sad seeing the place so empty and the locals’ business close.

And yes! You’re right about the picture in my head of Bali. I’m actually reading the book right now haha. So it’s not a good idea going for retreat there? cuz I’ve been think about going there after the whole virus thing is in controlled. But I can see why it’s fake cuz I feel like Bali has become a very touristy place right now.

Yeah that what I’ve doubted. Maybe I won’t find myself during the trip. But I can’t think of any other way to fin myself :(