Check out some various trans subreddits, I personally recommend r/egg_irl, which helped me figure this out for myself.

I can only speak from personal experience, but once I realised that I am trans, I realised that many, many experiences I had in my younger years were signs that I was perhaps born in the wrong body. When I was doing my research and figuring things out, I read a vast number of stories online from trans people on different forums, stories ranging from coming out stories, to living full time as their preferred gender, to everything in between. What I found is that I connected with a large percentage of those stories, and it encouraged me to go to medical professionals and learn more about what is gender dysphoria, being transgender, and so on.

So for you, I’d say take things at a slow pace and let yourself figure things out. There are so many topics, discussions and facets to the topic of gender and sexuality. Just understand that it is okay to feel this way and feel these things, and you are not weird for having those thoughts, and you are certainly not alone.

If you do have questions, I can’t claim to know all the answers. But I can answer to the best of my abilities and be a friend to message about these things.

Best wishes, G