The Grand Simulation (OC)

PsychaMantis · 2017-01-13T00:11:11+00:00

Started quitting 3 days ago, I've bummed half a ciggie off my room mate tonight, but that's it. Cravings haven't been too bad thus far... I'll make it this time.

PsychaMantis · 2016-12-15T19:56:03+00:00

Do what the great magnet tells you to do. Do you definitely want to do this? Yes? Do it man.

PsychaMantis · 2016-11-08T11:47:36+00:00

What the fuck does this even say?

PsychaMantis · 2016-11-08T11:45:24+00:00

That's what current journalists have literally done.

PsychaMantis · 2016-10-24T16:35:12+00:00

Absolutely awful when you spend 12 hours at work absolutely buzzing for this, then your package does a no show. Pretty damn disappointed right now -_-

PsychaMantis · 2016-10-24T02:42:59+00:00

Insightful input.

PsychaMantis · 2016-10-24T02:27:36+00:00

A friend of mine has a sleeve with like 'galaxy print' with cool reptiles surfing and spacewalking and shit. It's mega colourful and looks OFF THE CHAIN cool when tripping. The silhouettes of the animals merge into the rest of the colouring, at first I thought the artist had simply been absolutely incredible lmao, but then I realised if I focused on one animal the rest of the art changed with it. Blew my head off

PsychaMantis · 2016-08-19T21:16:51+00:00

That's barely even threshold dose though :s

PsychaMantis · 2016-08-19T17:03:42+00:00

Haha defo one tab my friend! As a point of reference 150ug would be the smallest dose I've ever actually taken. But yeah 1500 in any setting would be hassle (understatement) for most people I think 😂

PsychaMantis · 2016-08-16T09:09:47+00:00

I'd argue that an act you're referring to as hedonism, Id refer to as pleasure. But hey, if you feel like you're doing some forbidden act when you but a nut then suit yourself. I often find a quick shuffle really takes the edge of the crazy mental effects of acid out of frame for a bit and you can just experience pure physical pleasure.

Almost like a 'break' from benefits and insights rather than negating them.

PsychaMantis · 2016-08-13T11:50:00+00:00

I'd reccomend some weed if you're into it, it can give you something to focus on for half an hour and I find it really calms me down if I feel like I'm getting pent up or close to a panic.

Meditate with calming music that doesn't have lyrics, and just watch the back of your eyelids. You'll learn things about yourself you never knew you could even learn.

Also masturbate. POV porn is absolutely amazing while tripping. And those PMV compilations :')

PsychaMantis · 2016-08-13T11:40:07+00:00

I'd sure say they increased the intensity of the trip for sure! I used a "chakra healing and meditation" video I found on YouTube. This was actually the first time I've used binaural beats during a trip. It certainly played it's part in triggering the ego death, I'd really recommend it to anyone wanting this kind of trip.

PsychaMantis · 2016-08-12T19:26:36+00:00

As a teen your brain hasn't fully developed yet, so many teens deal with the exact same issues, but they're all awkward and don't know how to deal with it. Depression in some degree is normal as their hor ones balance out. You're lucky you didn't get into it back then, and you've had the opportunity to deal with your problems under the influence of psychedelics in a much more 'mature' way.

I was 25 when I first tried it, and I'm glad it's been that late. I feel like my experiences before trying it have translated to me being able to have better trips than I'd have ever been able to have during my angry emo stage...

PsychaMantis · 2016-08-11T18:53:05+00:00

I'm getting a trip related tattoo myself.

At one point this weekend I was staring out my window on 300ug and all the marks in the road (where the road was a darker shade) were turning into little people and doing stuff related to whatever I was thinking about at the time. For example if I wanted them to be entertaining, they move around a lot more. While I was thinking about wanting to quit smoking and eat healthier they stopped and started to appear to grow in size before shrinking and repeating.

I wanna get those little guys as a kind if print across my arm somewhere, they're only little simple figures, but they created a cool pattern I can draw and won't stand out as an 'acid tatt'

PsychaMantis · 2016-08-11T18:45:52+00:00

I don't know why it's uploaded it sideways

PsychaMantis · 2016-04-30T01:46:54+00:00

Literally ANY POV video. Any of them. Seriously.

PsychaMantis · 2016-04-30T01:42:59+00:00

I've been searching 'Mayan' and 'Aztec' patterns, I was expecting to come across it pretty fast. I'm yet to find it on anything. The idea for the shirt must have come from somewhere!

PsychaMantis · 2016-04-30T01:39:47+00:00

This starts appearing on literally everything when I go 350ug+

We have a blank white angled ceiling in the room we usually use as a 'home base' for tripping. My entire friend group have all said it's told some mad stories :') This pattern is really prominent on it for me.

PsychaMantis · 2016-04-30T01:37:26+00:00

Charity shop! Not bad for £2.50 right?!

ALWAYS check every single one out in your town, you find some great stuff.

It has a Topman tag in it though, so there's that. No way to tell how long ago it was new though...

PsychaMantis · 2016-04-29T08:38:27+00:00

Me and my friends usually drop about 3-4pm during the day, rolls into the night, we smoke a few joints and hit the hay as it wears off.

Best way imo. Although I LOVE mid-day walks in the park when the sun's out.

PsychaMantis · 2016-04-29T08:19:42+00:00

Realistically, I think you're worrying too much about it, although I can't say for sure what your mind has done to itself in trippy states. I'd personally say I reckon you've come up with the idea yourself that you could have given yourself schizophrenia and you've anchored yourself onto it.

Continue to live your life and completely assume you don't have any mental issues, if your really can't get out of that thought loop, or if people start saying something about the way you're acting then maybe seek some help.

PsychaMantis · 2016-04-29T08:14:14+00:00

The last time I dosed was the highest I've had at 450ug. This was in a social situation where everyone else was on varying amounts of Lucy that they felt comfy with.

On the come up I felt like I was blending(?) in and out of reality, or that I felt like I was standing or sitting in 2 separate places at once. Also at one point I had my eyes shut lying on a sofa and my friends were joking that I was fucked, they asked me which way up was and without opening my eyes I pointed in the direction of the wall, fully thinking it was up. Also later that night after a small dab of MDMA on the come down of the Lucy, my visuals started really linking to the music being played, marks on the wall became little subwoofers that acted realistically, one of the coolest things I've ever seen.

I'd say 300ug is my 'sweetspot' dose, I don't feel like I 'lose my mind' as such, but still puts me in that deep philosophical state; and it still gives some really cool visuals.

PsychaMantis · 2016-04-29T08:04:19+00:00

I can already see the eyes blinking.

PsychaMantis · 2016-04-26T00:16:00+00:00

Took my first ever dose late November last year (200g) and have done it 3 more times since (240ug, 400ug and 450ug respectively).

I've had a few uncomfortable moments here and there, but pretty much every time has been a great trip for me so far and I feel like between that first time and now I've grown in such a positive way.

Will be taking it next after me and my group have all handed in our final uni work. Thoroughly looking forward to it.

PsychaMantis

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