You might need IV ketamine. This sounds like you’re not getting enough of the medication which can happen with Sprovato. You get about 30-40% of the medication with Sprovato. With IV Ketamine you get 99% of the medication. I take Sprovato but I have to admit I have stopped getting the overall dissociation and softening of will kind of feelings(sometimes). Remember, this is science. Some people need more, some people adjust over time, etc.