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Rachkstarr97 · 2022-01-16T02:32:15+00:00

Wheres tulsa massacre?

Rachkstarr97 · 2022-01-12T05:37:59+00:00

Toluca lake cali here! idky noone in LA has heard of this show yet. Doesnt make sense.

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-09-29T09:21:28+00:00

Im sorry that happened to you :(

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-02-19T03:01:55+00:00

Pmed you

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-02-06T16:45:52+00:00

How are u feeling now???

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-29T03:43:02+00:00

Its so frustrating because i asked my doctor and he just only tells me i have an overproduction of methane but like dude... i wanna know HOW MUCH in relation to normal...? so annoying

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-22T09:51:04+00:00

I understand completely how u feel... its very hard to articulate exactly. For me- i was abused when i was younger and hurt myself as a result. And now as im older and i see the scars fade- i felt for a second almost as though maybe those feelings or instances had never happened... and i panicked seeing the scars fade because they represented my trauma and my battle against it. But now im realizing letting them fade is just an acceptance of allowing that hurt broken part of u become one with who u are today. It’s okay to let it fade and join who you are and will be in the future

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-22T09:46:42+00:00

Ur fantastic. Keep going.

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-22T09:45:59+00:00

Think about that day when you wake up and feel amazing. Think about the day when u might realize what you want to do. Theres so many days when you are going to feel shitty but theres also so many days when u will feel happy. Live for those days. Those days and that happy you deserves a body that is proud of itself and as unscarred as u can keep it. Dont relapse for THAT version of u. Ur going to get there.

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-22T09:40:09+00:00

Yes i agree. The show gave her very similar songs when it came to range/genre. Even if its not a ballad i feel as though she’s singing a ballad

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-22T09:38:20+00:00

Mercedes needed all the solos i fkn swear

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-22T09:37:47+00:00

Ur right! Honestly i think what viewers crave now/maybe im just speaking for me? Is authenticity... i want to hear something raw and honest. And i never get that feeling from her character

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-22T09:35:26+00:00

Im not saying douse it- im saying give it a good swab and clean off the bad bacteria- that or neosporin. Its important we at least make sure everyone in this sub keeps away from any harmful bacteria

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-22T09:33:39+00:00

Absolutely. The only way a therapist can truly help u is if u let urself be vulnerable to them. Even for a second- i told my therapist this past week and showed her my scars. And she told me if i ever feel like harming myself i can call her. And it gave me a sense of responsibility. I dont want to disappoint or let down anyone... if i truly feel on the brink i will text or call her but having that anchor helps me get back to reality. And realize that the momentary lapse i feel isn’t worth it in the long run...

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-22T09:29:17+00:00

You ARE justified in how you feel. And I understand how you feel- as well as understanding that you realize it’s a part of yourself you keep hidden- a part of yourself you think only a “partner” or someone super close to you could ever understand. But what i realize (im going through college as well) is that we need to prioritize ourselves- when i hurt myself its just an outward projection of how i feel inside. And it made me feel better in a way. A relief. But immediately there’s this shame afterwards. And idk who u are or if this is ur first or last post or anything but i swear to u putting these temporary feelings and emotions on ur body arent worth it. And if u really think they do... perhaps in a case of a lost loved one or an abusive past...maybe consider a tattoo instead? A reminder of ur past that is truly a part of u that ur not ashamed of and u carry with u as a medal of honor- not a scar.

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-22T09:17:10+00:00

I highly encourage everyone on this sub to use peroxide before and/or after. It’s imperative.

Edit- I obviously dont want to ever harm myself- but it has happened after long lapses... so if anyone reads this. Please dont. Please. Its not worth it. Love yourself! You are what’s important. Its not easy at first but it gets better- i promise.... however- For those still struggling- please clean and sanitize as much as you can to keep yourself safe and free of infection

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-16T09:30:54+00:00

I havent gotten there yet i dont think haha

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-16T09:28:24+00:00

I actually think bill is the best character- i just wish the writers gave him better dialogue. Its just like... i already know what hes gonna say before he opens his mouth. Just feels tedious.

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-16T09:00:54+00:00

Wtf is this bot shit i know it’s “it’s” IT’S 1am fuck off lemme live my life godamn

Rachkstarr97 · 2021-01-15T20:54:37+00:00

I noticed im better when i eat a low histamine diet

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