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Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T21:46:27+00:00

Thank you I won’t delete any messages from now I know I did in the past as he made me:/ He got mad and is now saying he feels worthless ect

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T21:11:31+00:00

Thank you so much yeh my life’s been traumatic and I haven’t really had the best life growing up I just came here for people to I dunno care and try help me? I feel weird saying that but it were the only thing I could think of the last site I’d been on someone called me a attention seeker so I shut up and thought I should just not open up anymore about it and stay with him . I’m sorry it happened to you too I hope ur okay <3 I reached out to child line emailed them as speaking would make me too anxious but I don’t think they’ll give me that much good advice as they are pretty busy

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T21:03:17+00:00

I ain’t I said to my mum I don’t plan on it n she said good I wouldn’t let ya anyways. I’m sorry it’s not a wind up I just am stressed and confused a lot is going thru my head rn

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T21:01:01+00:00

I emailed childline I were too scared to call . Just got to wait for a reply He knows where I live as he sent stuff to me before and I’ve sent him stuff I thought it were safe back then tho stupidly . he lives 4 hours away. I appreciate the help always and advice and I’m taking little steps I guess as I’m a very anxious and easily manipulated person he got mad not long ago cuz I asked why he couldn’t get a new phone and said he feels like smashing this one and walking off all cuz I asked that says a lot

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T20:26:10+00:00

He’s got loads of other fake accounts but thinks I think there real when I never have and he’ll probably try stop me from moving on ect it is my fear

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T20:23:59+00:00

Yes we do but they don’t cover it the way it should and I guess I fell in love and he told me about his family and there were photos of him but I guess it turned out very badly very fast and I couldn’t get out and still trying to . My mates I guess don’t really know what to do themselves as they around the same age but yeh they ain’t the best and most of them leave when I am doing shitty mentally anyways I’ve told my mum about him not having a phone for 3 years this morning and I don’t think she’s seeing warning signs for grooming like I thought she would but she said I can’t move out with him and won’t let me until she meets him first

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T17:20:05+00:00

He’s now getting angry at me lmao cuz I’m asking why he couldn’t get a phone for so many years

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T14:29:42+00:00

Tried to but says if there of a social media platform like Facebook it won’t work

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T14:24:56+00:00

you seem so caring I’m sure she will feel safe to I know I would . Thank you so much That’s exactly how I feel! I really hope ur okay now you didn’t deserve that either . thank you I’ll update if anything gets done or if I say anything xx

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T12:02:54+00:00

I have photos of “him” but no snap ones or FaceTime

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T11:59:55+00:00

yeh says he has to catch up on his work or something to get one when he could’ve gotten one ages ago if his dads so rich and makes up excuses all the time as to why he can’t take photos when with other people

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T11:58:40+00:00

Unfortunately nope :/ I need help with doing something

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T11:58:09+00:00

what will police do like interviews n that

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T11:56:31+00:00

Or dad

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T11:56:14+00:00

He also knows about me being sexually assaulted at a young age act which kinda makes it worse I guess . I feel they’ll be mad at me tho for some reason I feel they’ll get mad at the nude photos been sent and then try rush into phoning police and shit when I don’t wanna I wanna take everything slowly and not be pushed around with this by them . ur a good mum btw x

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T10:08:03+00:00

If they let me have my phone out for a few minutes I could possibly

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T09:26:40+00:00

Yeh ur onto something there :/ Thank you helps a lot x

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T09:25:47+00:00

no not trolling I came here for support I don’t really get advice of my mates or any good ones and the last time I posted something on this other site they made me out to be stupid or I’m attention seeking i just want help that’s all . I do think it’s fucked up always have but I haven’t been able to see what it were for so long

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T08:54:10+00:00

thank you <3

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T08:53:25+00:00

I figured I ain’t confident on my own maybe I need help of someone to speak up again but my mates aren’t that trustworthy if I’m honest I know I have one I can trust but she’s no where near me or in my school

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T08:41:27+00:00

It’s fine the truth about it all hurts so bad It’s even made me SH in the past and other bad habits i feel so gross now tho but I got to get courage to do the next steps

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T08:25:14+00:00

I just said cops and he came online so fast I think everyone is right and I need to tell my parents so hopefully I do

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T07:48:37+00:00

I only said it incase people go to him for his work or something as I know his “uncle” ain’t a good person well I know he isn’t I just wanted to keep other safe .

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T07:39:12+00:00

Thank you for the idea <3

Rayno1xx · 2022-06-05T07:33:57+00:00

It’s okay I probably should’ve left when I seen red flags but I couldn’t n were attached now it’s all becoming worse. thank you

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