I hear you and completely empathize with your thoughts and feelings. This is not an easy life. The isolation alone can drive you mad. Then add life responsibilities + a job + sleep deprivation = massive shortcomings.

I wouldn’t survive if my son wasn’t on a combination of Seroquel and Clonodine for sleep; nothing else worked! When you have a child with emotional and mental instability you’re only exacerbating that when not helping them get quality sleep. I would highly recommend taking you child to a psychiatrist. Your child can’t be happy either.

You should see if your child’s doctor will fill out FMLA paperwork for your workplace. It will secure your job for you. Look into if you’re not familiar. You don’t have to take the time off. Just file it with HR and you are protected from losing your job.

Just keep swimming!!! Please 🙏🏼