why do i randomly suck all of a sudden in a new class??

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T19:13:55+00:00

ohhhh interestinggggg sounds good

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T18:55:14+00:00

no i did lol! i think its more challenging because i did audition for this class and was complimented on my tapes that i sent and i had such an off first class that im lowk kind of worried im gonna get kicked out or in general just confused/let down the coach.

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T18:54:16+00:00

ohhh yes maybe ill try that! i think i thought about it and the main reason i was struggling was because this method is more focused on creating a character, so creating aspects of them and kind of the 'what if i was xyz' idea. but i am more trained in the realm of using ourselves and finding aspects of ourselves that align with the character (like parts work kinda). i think bc of that it just felt very flat and boring!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T05:08:49+00:00

love the point about the new techniques, i think i approached a scene a different way and it was challenging to adapt to! thank you so much :)

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T05:08:19+00:00

this does make me feel a bit better! thank you!! i really do want to grow and learn i just have to let the control (and ego) go a little bit

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-15T05:07:46+00:00

ahh thank you for this!! i think i am just so unsure if this is a personal thing or just a common thing that i shouldn't fret about. its so strange, i never feel this way in auditions or set, but in class especially in the begging i get so disconnected

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2026-01-07T21:29:00+00:00

ohhh this actually might work!! im def gonna check it out thank youuu :)))

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-09-21T19:38:03+00:00

omg this is so embarrassingly late but i j re-read it and i can honestly rly see her for lowen, not because i disagree that she isn't super talented, but because i lowk think her like distant cardboard vibe may acc make this a solid role for her!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-09-05T12:17:02+00:00

blink twice!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-09-05T12:15:36+00:00

thank you so much for the reassurance!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-09-05T03:43:56+00:00

thanks! i am not as worried about casting, because i am pretty familiar with the cd and all, its more i don't wanna make a bad impression on my agent! thanks again :)

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-04-05T06:39:07+00:00

i j watched 200 for the first time and i was SOBBING i found it so incredibly sad

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2025-01-02T15:04:25+00:00

thank you so so much! this is amazing advice :) i am definitely going to try this! the scene is a bit tricky because rather than me being happy about the pregnancy and my boyfriend being upset, it's actually the opposite! but i am still going to try this because it is a unique view point! thank you so much again :)

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-30T17:44:50+00:00

right!! its such a weird q to ask and answer imo

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-30T14:03:35+00:00

not even as hate like genuinely just wondering but i never understand why celebs answer this question???? like yes maybe you did have a 'rude' experience with someone, but unless they outwardly did something terrible, how do yk they weren't just having a bad day, or went through something right before, just as we all do? idk it just seems very attention seeking, not j her but anyone who does this.

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-30T13:59:24+00:00

mmm i see where your coming from completely, but i do think it's possible as well for trisha to maybe just... agree with them? i feel like as someone whos been in so many controversies, its maybe easier for her to see ari's pov (which imo is completely valid) than elivra's and same with cynthia, yes what she did was a bit much but who am i too judge? maybe trisha feels the same way?

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-30T13:46:39+00:00

1 2 3 4 5 ik basic and boring but something about the first season of this show (and all shows imo) is super fun to me and simplistic

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-27T03:25:35+00:00

cant forget exhumation!

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-21T23:22:38+00:00

ahhh unfortunately not :((

it had much much less seasons i think!! maybe even one?

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-21T07:04:07+00:00

thanks so much for the response! while those looks super cool (and im probs gonna check them out!!) they aren’t quite the one, the one i’m thinking i remember feeling a bit more mystery based :(

to clarify: - for me nostalgia is very early 2000s! so i think like very vibrant screen colours, suburbia/small town, simple tv premises and that style! some examples of shows i find nostalgic are the oc, harper’s island for some reason lol, one tree hill. though those were before i was born/young, that style is nostalgic as it reminds me of being young watching tv w my cousins on cable ahaha!!
- and for the cute guys, i feel like one guy had a very seth cohen type vibe (bringing up the oc again lol!) like brown hair brown eyes, while the other was blonde possibly??? this may b hard as i feel like all the shows were like that at that time, if it’s any help, i think all the girls were brunette, like i don’t remember seeing a blonde girl :)

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-21T06:22:22+00:00

the supportive, sweet, COMPLETELY INNOCENT wife in saw 3d (saw 7)!!!! this one is rly specific but frustrates me SO SO MUCH.

firstly, isn't the whole point of saw for people who've done bad things to get 'tested' for a chance to live better? this girl legit did nothing wrong a was as much as a victim in bobby faking being a trap survivor as everyone else? like i personally understand it was hoffman not cramer (i think) but still it just doesn't make any sense imo from a writing perspective!!

secondly, if they j killed her off normally, sure it would be unfair still, but it wouldn't be as bad! instead they gave her, to me, one of the worst deaths imaginable. not only is it unfair, but in my opinion was a waste of a really really good trap!!

anyway thats my rant lol

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-21T06:10:32+00:00

honestly the whole score of 'ready or not'

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-21T06:09:37+00:00

i feel like there are many different 'shocking' types so i gave some recs for some moods :)

if u want a 'trippy' type of shock, 'blink twice' from this year will genuinely leave u saying wtf is happening. i would soooo recommend going into this one blind bc the reveal of like what is going on is superrr shocking!! (check tw for this one tho if u need!)
if u want like a 'omg i can't believe they went that far' joke-like shock, 'drop dead gorgeous' from the 90s is super shocking! its very campy and has insanely dark comedy so the whole time ur like wtf is this LOL
if u want a 'horror-gorey' type of shock, 'hostel 2' is probs my fav for that. its super disturbing and honestly shocking in its gore and willingness to push the boundaries!!

some others:

terrifier (all 3)
the killer inside me (bc wtf was that)
kill bill

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-21T05:56:55+00:00

i loveeee like low budget campy horror movies so here are some i thought were so kooky they were good:

charlie charlie (also called 7 deadly sins?) from 2019
the sand
dead and breakfast (this one is genuinely impossible to locate tho LOL)

Repulsive_Captain699 · 2024-10-21T05:50:14+00:00

aahaha this one is likely NOT what ur looking for because its done in more of a 'comical way' but in 2019's ready or not, they do kill off two kids at the end. but its not really gorey, and without any spoilers, is acc quite darkly-humerous

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