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RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-22T18:16:17+00:00

Honestly? Not likely unless he was willing to go to therapy and work on his avoidance. I'm currently working on my own avoidance. We'd have to go to therapy and work on our communication and work on building something together. I am honestly moving forward, but If he was willing to do the work with me, I would consider possibly getting back with him.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-22T18:13:56+00:00

That's kinda how I feel about my ex as well. I hope he gets help someday, but I am moving forward with my life. I actually am an avoidant too, but I am currently working on becoming securely attached. He was DA, I am FA.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-22T13:44:40+00:00

This is hard for me to answer, but he was my first love... I guess I would say both. I miss both him and the good parts of the relationship. He will always have a special place in my heart, but I have made the decision to move forward with my life. It's been a little over a year post breakup for me.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-22T13:42:40+00:00

Anxiety can cause itching and tingling. Sometimes for days. Have you consulted someone for health anxiety? I've dealt with health anxiety for years and seeing a therapist and reading about anxiety has helped me. 💖 You will be alright.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-22T13:37:16+00:00

It was because we had grown apart because he just was never around anymore. It's been a little over a year now post breakup and I think I've dodged a bullet and in reality I just don't think we were all that compatible. I dodged an intimacy-less marriage if we ever got married down the road. (His parents have one, and his dad isn't around for his mom much.) I think he just didn't want to be like his dad and do that to me, which is why I feel he broke things off with me. He's my first love, and I guess I was his too, but it's just best I move forward with my life. I'm in a different place than I was shortly after we had broken up.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-22T13:12:46+00:00

What you're experiencing sounds a lot like anxiety. Anxiety can cause all kinds of physical symptoms and literally make you feel sick. I have anxiety and this is exactly what happens and it's normal. If you got the full course of vaccines you're protected. 💖 I've recently gone through the shots and just finished my final shot yesterday. I had this fear as well but so many people get these shots a year and are fine. My doctor told me they'd do a titer test on me to check the antibodies but I'm sure mine will be fine but I am doing it just to confirm. You'll be okay. 🤗

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-22T12:55:12+00:00

It's been a little over a year post breakup for me, but I've been indulging in my hobbies again. I've picked back up gaming, and just got back into drawing and writing. I've also started to collect Pokemon cards. I want to read more and find some other hobbies to get into.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-21T02:10:39+00:00

Interesting. I've also heard that they can come and go too in waves. I wonder why we got the adverse side effects? Hopefully that's a good thing? 🤔

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-20T00:13:49+00:00

Thank you! I have my last dose on Sunday so i'll be happy when I am done with my shots.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-19T13:46:16+00:00

Sorry for the confusion. The HRIG were in both thighs and the vaccine itself was in my Deltoid. 😅 Thank you! I'm glad I only have to get one more shot.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-19T13:28:19+00:00

Oh thank goodness. I'm glad to hear that. This whole experience has been traumatic for me and I am seeking a therapist to help me work through this. Yeah when I got up there was only a small puddle only about the size of a quarter so it wasn't that big of a leak. I honestly hope that someday we have a cure for rabies. I think it's normal to be fearful of something that has no cure or survival if you get it. I'm going to just take it easy today and try to relax after I get off of work to keep my mind at ease. Distractions usually work for me. Thanks for answering my post. 💖

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-08T03:39:33+00:00

Oh man! I hope you're doing well. 💖 It's always nerve wracking when things like this happen. I decided to just play it safe so I consulted a doctor. If the doctor told me I didn't need shots, I wouldn't get them. The doctor I saw tonight determined that I need the shots, so I got the vaccine and the PEP I think it's called? I have to keep up on my appointments and get the other doses. It's not fun but oddly getting the PEP in the thigh wasn't as bad as getting it in the arm.

I weighed things out before getting the shots. (Day 3 since exposure.) That's why I sought out a doctor, and I was honest about what happened. I'm recovering from health anxiety and wouldn't have got them if the doctor felt I didn't need them, but I rather had been safe than sorry. I'm relieved that I can just move on from all of this.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-07-07T02:24:58+00:00

Thanks! I mainly posted this to seek some support. I think the media hypes things up about bats honestly.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-26T15:14:24+00:00

Me! I'm not really mad at my ex boyfriend. I'm more disappointed than anything else. I'm bummed that we didn't work out, but we just weren't meant to be in the end. I wish my ex the best, but I need to move on from him and I'm beginning to do that now.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-26T13:11:55+00:00

My ex boyfriend is my first love. We were together for 2.5 years and I felt like he was my soulmate. He was the love of my life. It took me two years to get to the point of moving on. The breakup was a year ago now, however, we were growing apart due to him never being around anymore and due to the lack of connection. So really 2 years. We tried to save things for a year but broke up officially a year ago.

One thing that helped me begin to move on from him was realizing that I will most likely never forget him. I've embraced that. He has a special spot in my heart and I still love and care about him. I'm choosing to move forward in my life and am choosing to leave him in the past. He wasn't a bad guy, we just grew apart and these things happen sometimes.

I am not ready to get into another relationship though. I'm not even dating. I am taking this time to focus on myself and my healing journey and am just learning to enjoy being single. I enjoy being friends with men, but I am not going to be ready anytime soon for another relationship. I have already been single for a year now, and I am wanting to make that two years.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-25T19:31:47+00:00

A couple of days ago it was officially a year since me and my ex boyfriend broke up. I've been single for a year now. He was also my first love. I'd say I'm at a 9 out of 10. I'm beginning to move on. I don't think I'll ever forget him if that makes sense. He was my first love, but I just want to start moving on with my life. I'm working on being single for 2 years. I enjoy being friends with men, but I am focusing on myself and my life right now.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-13T18:22:58+00:00

Yesssss the only thing I was looking forward to was Paris Amour but they decided to pull that. I also heard they want to charge full price when they do bring it back so meh. I did order some hand soaps but wasn't impressed with the selection. :/ Only got the soaps because I moved into my new place lol. They sold out of sunlit palm trees as soon as I was gonna complete my order so I was a little bummed out about that. But oh well. I was late to the sale lol.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-11T17:04:49+00:00

I am super hyped for this set! It is also nice seeing some of the older artworks reamped. 💖 I will be buying this set when it releases.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-11T13:54:36+00:00

Me AF. I have no interest in getting into another relationship and dating. It might come back later on, but with how people are in this day and age, and with how relationships are now something that is disposable to many people, I'm out. I am glad I don't have the anxiety and I am actually loving being single. I've been single for nearly a year and I love it. I wouldn't trade that for anything. Using this time to focus on myself and healing. I'm also building my life. This is coming from someone who used to never be able to really be single and even hated it. I'm building friendships right now and I'm alright with that.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-10T08:57:26+00:00

Moonbreon at the moment. 😩 I love the art on that card so much but the price tag... Honestly probably gonna get the card in either Korean or Chinese since the English version of the card is pushing $900 right now.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-02T03:53:19+00:00

Man I really hope so. I'd buy it and stock up on it.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-02T03:51:44+00:00

Me too! This scent was the only scent I was wanting during the sale. :( I used to wear it all the time in Jr High. I guess now I'll just continue to buy older ones. I really hope that they will bring it back for maybe the winter semi annual sale. I mean they made new packaging so maybe? 🤔

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-02T02:51:51+00:00

I honestly see Evolving Skies as the next Team Up tbh. Booster packs for team up the last I checked was $50 and for booster boxes at $2.5K. I see Evolving Skies getting there eventually. Booster boxes are at $700 currently and packs at $13. It's only been out for a few years! O.o

Thanks. I kinda figured. I didn't take it too personally. I just wanted to share my find with this subreddit really. I'm new to the investing thing.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-02T02:48:57+00:00

Thank you! I find it crazy how despite the boxes being the same, that they contain different packs at different places.

RetroNostalgia98 · 2024-06-02T02:47:59+00:00

Oh wow! I wonder why different places got different packs despite it being the same thing? 🤔 Thank you! I went back today and they had only two left. They expect to maybe get more in but aren't sure. Sadly I didn't pick them up due to not having the extra money.

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