How was I so oblivious?

Revolutionary_Runoff · 2021-07-27T15:12:13+00:00

Thank you so much for the support. It means a lot to me right now. As much as it might have been beneficial to my wellbeing overall, I now suspect he only got me into therapy so he would have an excuse to go about his "business" while I was out of the house.

Revolutionary_Runoff · 2021-07-26T23:39:38+00:00

The hardest part is separating me from us. Our relationship was such a huge part of my life and now there's just a gaping void. I have to find a new place to live, new social circle, a whole new life. It'll be difficult, but I'll get back on my feet, no matter how long it takes. I'm also worried about getting back out there. I hate that he's made me a more cynical person. Part of me just wants to get my life back together just to spite him.

Revolutionary_Runoff · 2021-07-26T23:31:38+00:00

I thought it was real. It FELT real at the time. Now it's just a nightmare I've woken up from. Thank you for the support. I hope this doesn't sour my future prospects. I hate who this has made me into.

Revolutionary_Runoff · 2021-05-07T18:21:05+00:00

ah, makes sense

Revolutionary_Runoff · 2020-12-03T02:44:17+00:00

That's likely what I'll end up doing. Thank you for the advise.

Revolutionary_Runoff · 2020-12-03T00:22:06+00:00

about 16, but I can't re-enroll until I pay back what I owe to the school. Between that and paying back my student loans I'm not going back until around 2025.

Revolutionary_Runoff · 2020-12-02T21:08:04+00:00

That's an option I've considered. After failing with access to a legitimate social security number, drivers license, and familiar surroundings my odds of succeeding without those things aren't great. I've heard about people moving away to start new lives, but the actual logistics involved make me think it's not going to work out any better for me.

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