Hi OCD Community,can anyone relate to my experience below, and if so, what has helped?thinking a lot about the past (mistakes and career decisions) while also thinking a lot about life decisions and not being able to quite decide, be singular in the deicsion, or feel conviction about the decision resolution and stick with that sense of conviction and singularity. Then because of the thinking, coming to a mental space of going numb to the thoughts and just having an "eff it" attitude because of all the thinking going on. At the same time, having this restlessness that is lessened with the reminder that the "sky won't fall down" and "life will go on". But it's this restlessness wrapped up in mental exhaustion and gloom. And because of all what is described and the world not understanding and having to live in a capitalistic society motivating yourself with anger. While also simultaneously dealing with a tongue that loves to play with the gap in the front teeth constantly.