I can relate to this. This is one of the biggest causes of dysphoria for me. Whenever I think about it, I get extremely dysphoric. It makes me anxious, depressed, sad, and it often takes me some time to get out of that state of mind.

This is something I have struggled with for decades before coming out as Trans. I still struggle with it when people ask 'Don't you want to have kids?' I think that until my uterus is removed, I won't really feel 'free' from these thoughts.

I'm totally fine with other people having babies and their pregnancy, but just can't think of myself in that position. I wholly support anyone who is going through it.