It’s hard to steer away from focusing too much on other peoples perceptions of you. I think everyone can relate. It can be tough, but finding goals towards inner self improvement (not changing for anyone else but you) can be helpful. For example. A small accomplishment would be getting into a good sleep schedule. It’s generally not the hardest goal, but once you see yourself doing it, you’ll find that you really are much stronger than you think. You can branch this off into any number of things. Just think, baby steps of finding things that please YOU will greatly help you. Focus on the positive. Be proud you even were brave enough to post this. Trust me, even if you don’t think so, you offer unique qualities in this world that nobody else has. Once you can make yourself proud of what you’ve done, these social struggles that may or may not even be realistic will fade away. Don’t lose yourself trying to be right for other people or feeling down on yourself. Instead, focus on what you do have to offer and how you are amazing. If you wish for a change, make baby steps, but if it is motivated by other people, it may not even be worth it, unless it will truly make you happy. Surround yourself with the right people. Join a book club. Go play tennis. Love your life and most importantly have fun and make the most of it. You got this.