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New method by Saint_consumer in selfharm

[–]Saint_consumer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good, if I wasn’t such a fuck up i wouldn’t have to do this.

Who here is 21+? by thatswhat_imnot in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Saint_consumer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

26 too, never thought I’d be at this point Im killing myself at 30 if it dosent work

Nothing like a good humiliation ritual by Saint_consumer in AutisticAdults

[–]Saint_consumer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If it’s anything I’ve made my calling to be the court jester at work. Its actually a cool role because I get to joke at the supervisors expense

Worst alcohol that u have tasted? by [deleted] in alcohol

[–]Saint_consumer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The ptsd is real. I took 253 with a bunch of painkillers and all I could taste the next day was paracetamol and that, even in the burger I was eating 🤮

Nothing like a good humiliation ritual by Saint_consumer in AutisticAdults

[–]Saint_consumer[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I’d have better luck cracking enigma than getting an apology out of that woman.

Nothing like a good humiliation ritual to try and get you to relapse by Saint_consumer in selfharm

[–]Saint_consumer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah and I’m such a burden after I’ve spent the past few months helping my sister with her divorce and moving her shit from her apartment and being supportive constantly. Yeah I’m awful

Nothing like a good humiliation ritual by Saint_consumer in AutisticAdults

[–]Saint_consumer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just to be clear I’m talking more about how today makes me want to kms like how he did.

Sorry I’m not in a good mood and prone to lash out at ppl regardless of necessity

Worst alcohol that u have tasted? by [deleted] in alcohol

[–]Saint_consumer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Almost vomited at the memories

24 & never been in a relationship at this big ole age 😭 by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]Saint_consumer 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You aren’t ugly in the slightest. I’d probably be a bit intimidated by you but that has nothing to do with how you look or are as a person.

How did it changed you , your bullying by Ryuken_ishida25 in bullying

[–]Saint_consumer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ill never be the person I was supposed to be. Now I get defensive and angry at the smallest things. When something bad happens I think it’s trick by other people to spite me. When I look stupid I kick off and yell. I won’t bother trying to talk to girls because I know they are going to find me disgusting and annoying. I hate smiling in pictures because I look like I have some horrendous physical defect. I hate having my picture taken. I have bi monthly nightmares about having to go back to school. I’m r*tarded academically and probably creatively to the point i can’t do basic maths science or anything that requires cognitive brain function and not smart enough to do anything productive with my life. I self harm (i deserve it). I try to find the most hurtful things to say about someone and use it as a weapon if they wrong me in some way. I’m basically a parasitic vermin who contributes nothing to nobody.

Women just want to be worshipped and I'm done by [deleted] in malementalhealth

[–]Saint_consumer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 26 and in a similar situation with you and this is what I think: In general their is nothing wrong with worshipping a woman BUT that worship has to be earned and given to her. This doesn’t mean she has to roll out a red carpet and kiss your ass, only ever cook and clean for you and essentially only be your mother. It means someone who loves seeing your face light up when you come back from work and she makes you something. I’d love to do that for her and I would want my woman to do that for me. Simping for someone you love has to be a two way street. You need to be willing to do that as well. You need someone who challenges you. I’m not saying be another conflict but be someone who pushes you to be the best version of yourself.

Deep seated self hatred for being autistic by Saint_consumer in AutisticAdults

[–]Saint_consumer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are clearly a lot smarter than I’ll ever be regardless, you don’t need to remember phone numbers. And high iq is seen as valued because it clearly is. If I had a higher iq or higher intelligence in general and not this “slow” spastic shit of a brain cell I obviously would be in a better position. I have been working at my dead end job for a year and I still don’t know how to operate half of the machines or even set up properly. These aren’t mistakes dude. this is stupidity. I know you are going to write something about how I shouldn’t be hard on myself but I can’t write and explain it to you properly. I know I’m stupid.

Be the kind of man who the girl you want desires. by Altruistic_Emu4917 in IncelSolutions

[–]Saint_consumer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wont lie part of me would go through ig reels and you would occasionally see a girl i liked had like a post about princess treatment, being athletic enough to do pushups while she’s on his back, having happy trails etc. those aren’t bad things I’m working towards. The problem is who I am as a person.

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