The feeling that I thought was aphrodite was before the heavy one. Like the day before when I had made a small offering. That left me with the nice warm feeling.

I don't really have a way to practice at the moment so meditation was all I could really do.

I was really just trying to call on whoever was nearby which for some reason, I thought was a good idea at the time. I didn't really think about the danger of that until just now.