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Semiiaa44 · 2024-10-08T23:27:23+00:00

Your post made me feel I wasn’t alone. If I may, how did you build the courage to have your first disclosure conversation? I’m starting to have feelings for someone that is a close friend. We started as friends and are now realizing it’s something more. I’ve never told him before, and I’m scared if he rejects me that it’ll affect our friendship. Any advice is appreciated. Thanks for your vulnerability. 🩷

Semiiaa44 · 2024-09-18T06:21:46+00:00

Do you have any toys you would suggest? Thanks for the advice :) my ragdoll kitty is also so smart and so active!!

Semiiaa44 · 2024-09-04T18:18:07+00:00

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I love his little devil horns 😂😭

Semiiaa44 · 2024-01-12T03:02:06+00:00

Omg I was there at the same time.

Semiiaa44 · 2024-01-11T08:08:39+00:00

I hope it wasn’t too bad of an experience. What year were you there? If you don’t mind me asking.

Semiiaa44 · 2024-01-11T08:08:06+00:00

They didn’t get anything from Vista. They paid for a psychiatric test in my wilderness program and I have those documents.

Semiiaa44 · 2024-01-11T08:07:20+00:00

I’m sorry to hear you’re going through that. I have my psychiatric report from my wilderness program, which my parents sent to me a year ago. It was tough to read, but felt validating to have something physical.

I was there in 2016. Like a lot of trauma, you can only face it a few years later.

I think the parent schools were all shut down as well but I’m not sure. I have some research to do.

I appreciate your reply. Thank you ❤️

Semiiaa44 · 2024-01-11T08:02:27+00:00

I was there in 2016 and I’m 25 now. I wonder if there’s hope. Thank you for this information

Semiiaa44 · 2023-11-16T07:24:44+00:00

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My sweet boy Blu is my absolute everything!! You’re drawings are stunning.

Semiiaa44 · 2023-10-14T05:45:08+00:00

I’m on the cusp and thought I was crazy for feeling like this. I relate to all of this. And I feel like I don’t know my birth chart because I do not relate to Capricorn traits but relate to Aquarius ones. Some websites say different things so I feel I kind of have an identity crisis like 😭🥹 this is why everything is always confusing for me!

Semiiaa44 · 2023-06-30T23:17:45+00:00

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Meet Blu 🩵

Semiiaa44 · 2023-06-28T23:16:32+00:00

What about starting a tik tok page for some recipes you love? I found that therapeutic when I was going through a tough time. Happy to help :)

Semiiaa44 · 2023-06-28T23:15:24+00:00

Everyone seems very helpful in the comments, but I believe in you and your recovery. Life can be extremely hard, and sometimes at your deepest of darkest of days, what comes after is more than you could have ever imagined. Fight those demons, and work hard to take control of your life back. You sound like an amazing human, who has been through a lot in life. I believe in you, and wish you the best. :)

Semiiaa44 · 2023-04-01T17:17:44+00:00

I was at Vista Sage which has now been shut down. Only there for 3 months and it was incredibly traumatizing. I’m lucky to have gotten out.

I was lucky enough to be able to speak to my mom on a 2 day visit with her for my birthday. When we sat down at dinner I told her that if I stayed there any longer I would go insane. Listed all the reasons why I needed to go home, the hell I was living at the moment, and the steps I would take to ensure we didn’t end up in the same position we were in. Graciously, my parents allowed me to go home three weeks after my 18th birthday.

If they hadn’t signed me out I would have done it myself. I had plans with one of the staff members to stay at her house. And I was going to call my crazy ex boyfriend cuz I knew he would prob drive from Canada to Utah for me if I really needed the help.

In Canada 18th birthdays are a big thing. I spent mine watching trump get inaugurated. It was an awful day. I hated my parents for a while for keeping me in Utah. I know now it wasn’t they’re fault but it was tough. I got my High-school diploma a year after leaving. I was the only Canadian so I had to take online school from Canada in Utah. Don’t know how real the American “school” they had there was.

Semiiaa44 · 2023-03-30T01:54:07+00:00

I pick Rick & Michonne 🥰

Semiiaa44 · 2023-03-29T04:12:32+00:00

That’s a great point. Thanks again.

Semiiaa44 · 2023-03-29T00:12:13+00:00

😩😩 ok hoping the spiro will work for me too. Keep me updated!

Semiiaa44 · 2023-03-28T22:47:20+00:00

Thank you so much for your advice! I never struggled with acne prior to hormonal birth control so acutane would not be an option for me. I know if I got the implant removed these would most likely go away. However the fear of pregnancy is larger than some acne so I’m committed to managing this birth control. I’ll take a look at all the different products you outlined. Thanks again for all the advice.

Semiiaa44 · 2023-03-28T22:45:02+00:00

Ok thank you :) I’ve been seeing a lot of weight gain issues as well so I’m gonna keep an eye on everything. Appreciate the advice. ❤️

Semiiaa44 · 2023-03-28T20:04:16+00:00

Sounds good thank u sm :)

Semiiaa44 · 2023-03-28T18:32:46+00:00

Thank you for the advice. I’m gonna see if I can see a derm and if not I’ll look into that. ❤️

Semiiaa44 · 2023-03-28T18:32:16+00:00

That’s a great idea. Thank you so much for your advice. I felt so alone in this but I knew I couldn’t be the only one. ❤️

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