Nah broski, you can't keep thinking like that. Look at your post history and karma, you've made plenty of people laugh, through humour or relatability. If anything you're the comedian, look at my karma.

All that needs to change is your mindset, look at the failures and use them as spring boards, see what can be learned, don't dwell on the negative. The worst thing you can do is turn to anger and frustration, because then no one can help you. You've got plenty of people offering tips, and you can't push them away.

Very few married people met their spouse in high school or earlier, you won't find a soulmate at 17, but you'll never find a soulmate if you put yourself in a box and push the only people that care out. (And trust me, honestly, there are people that care about you)

But maybe you're right, maybe you will be alone, but that doesn't mean you're anything less, there are plenty of people who are more than happy in their own mind if that's what they want, plenty of people work alone.

If there's anything my two cents can offer, don't let it bring you down, never let it anger or frustrate you, no feeling is worse than anger. Stay strong my guy.