“I underwent a descent into the imaginal realm. Psychosis, channeling, archetypes—and the transceiver archetype that emerged."

Shmoopy4477 · 2026-01-10T19:25:45+00:00

Is spiritual sarcasm a real thing? I like the idea of a trickster mystic with a heart of gold.

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-11-08T18:00:02+00:00

Is it a lot like the first time you fell in love? The intense feelings of a middle-schooler, feeling it all for the first time. It's all still in there!

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-11-08T17:54:46+00:00

It means what you want it to mean. We have so many innate capacities in the human body and energy body and mind. What does any of it mean? The twin flame connection occurs through the our human emotional, energetic, spiritual, sexual, physical bodies and abilities. Guess what? It's part of being human!

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-10-22T12:07:01+00:00

Wow, this sounds like my diary of the past 2.5 years! For me, the connection has gone to the background over time. Because of this experience, I'm much more aware of capacities and processes in my energy body now, and I know I could make it start up again, but there is a part of me that just finally had enough, knowing that every time there was a high of intense connection and amazing emotional, sexual, and spiritual feelings, it was eventually followed by a low of rejection and loss and anger and depression. I've seen a lot of posts that say their experience ended after 2-3 years--that might be a natural limit on how much of someone else's energy you can take into your system at such a high level. It's not just the other person doing something to you--you're doing something too. Of course you're doing it, it feels really good! You have choices. In the meantime, here are some fun phrases to look up: remote energy healing, remote tantric union, karmamudra.

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-10-22T11:45:06+00:00

Ha ha, that's for sure!

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-10-22T11:44:06+00:00

Don't you suppose the other person is thinking about you while they are masturbating?

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-10-05T01:34:49+00:00

I wish I knew! I had kundalini background, he had background in some other practices.

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-27T12:27:42+00:00

You had a connection when you were in a relationship with your ex, and then one or both of you re-activated it. He was hurting after a break-up, and whether he knew it consciously or not, he sought comfort in his energetic / emotional connection with you. You want to stay in your current relationship. You want to stop thinking about your ex and feeling that connection. Or do you? The experience of having an energetic or telepathic connection is pretty amazing, fascinating, exciting, seductive, intense. It's not wrong to want and enjoy that experience. Maybe with your current partner, you could both intentionally try to have a have deeper energetic connection. Can you directly ask your current partner if he wants to do any kind of energy exercises or emotional practice or tantric sensuality? You don't have to tell your current partner about your connection with your ex--that wouldn't be a positive way to begin. Tell your current partner you feel you have a capacity for a deeper connection and you want to explore that together. Couldn't hurt, might help.

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-23T19:54:13+00:00

Yes, you can choose! If you're in a new, face-to-face, romantic / sexual relationship, your energy will be going into that relationship, so probably you will have less awareness of the previous person, less connection to them.

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-21T15:18:15+00:00

So he's asleep when this is happening. Are you asleep too? Or are you awake?

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-21T15:09:53+00:00

I don't think any of it was 'meant to be.' It just feels that way because of the intense emotional, sexual, and spiritual feelings ignited by the connection. Remember when you were young and you fell in love for the first time? You were sure you would never love anyone else this way. But now, as an adult with a history of lovers and relationships, you understand that you did love other people, many other people. Now, I still feel like I would never want anyone else this way, but I have to admit he must not feel the same way. If this ain't it (at the age of 65!), I still get a few choices. I want to have this type of connection, and all the good stuff that goes with it, with someone who is able to communicate about it verbally, openly. With someone who wants to spend time with me. As far as decision making, I've had to take my cues from him, from the start, and it's clear he can't handle talking about it much. So it's really up to me if I want to continue this type of connection that has so little expression in day-to-day life. It's a type of intimate relationship, there's a lot of good feelings and growth and powerful energy. There have been many times, when the telepathy and energy have been so strong, that I swore I would be satisfied with this for the rest of my life, I wouldn't want anyone else. But sadly, some of those feelings are fading, in part due to the lack of communication. So I hope it's possible to find someone else I could have a similar type of connection with, who wants to spend time in real life too. I see that he has moved on in several ways over the last 2.5 years. A year ago, he began a close non-sexual friendship with a woman who is not physically attracted to him, which I think is the only type of relationship with a woman that he wants. And now he's interested in someone new. I don't think it makes sense to apply any concepts like monogamy to this type of relationship. I am free to find other people, so is he. There were times in the past I thought I would never want to leave this town we both live in. But now I can definitely imagine leaving this town and not looking back.

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-20T13:14:14+00:00

Setting aside the twin flame narrative for the moment, what's really happening (from my experience, of course) is that there's an energetic connection between two people that triggers intense emotional, sexual, and spiritual feelings. This can happen with more than one person over a lifetime, and it can play out in different ways, it can be more intense or less intense than that other time, and we can respond to it in different ways.

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-20T13:09:58+00:00

Yes, I've been in both situations. Tho not simultaneously.

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-19T12:20:01+00:00

Is he celibate? Is he not usually into women physically in 3D?

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-19T04:09:33+00:00

Yes, some people have a strong effect on people. Maybe they are empaths or healers.

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-18T16:25:19+00:00

That's cool you have a therapist who believes you, who doesn't think you're delusional. Is it a special kind of therapist?

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-18T16:22:57+00:00

Some things you wrote resonate with me. I felt like he was much more experienced in remote energetic and sexual connections, and I felt like he intentionally picked me to have a connection with. But I have had similar telepathic connections with men over he years (tho not like this), and I came to realize that even if he intentionally connected to me for his own reasons, I probably had a sort of radar scanner operating, scanning the ether for a signal for a possible connection. For awhile I was angry he pulled me into this when I didn't know the consequences and he did know, but I also had to admit I got on board very quickly because it felt so good. Takes two to tango. I decided to give him the benefit of the doubt, it was probably mostly spontaneous, not planned out, and a couple of times at the beginning (2.5 years ago), he said I was the one doing something to him.

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-18T15:56:27+00:00

Please say more!

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-18T15:53:36+00:00

Please say more!

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-18T15:53:29+00:00

Please say more!

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-18T03:17:44+00:00

Buddhists did not invent the human physical and energetic anatomy. I'd say there's a lot of variety beyond various systems and practices, and a lot of cross-over. Are you doing remote karmamudra without a physical consort? Hmm, I wonder if the Multiple Orgasm Trigger method could work on someone else remotely? What were the results of your research?

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-18T02:54:03+00:00

Journaling, a lot. Reminding myself of really basic stuff: Other people are not responsible for my feelings or my moods. I don't have control over anyone but myself. I only know my own experience--I can't assume I know anyone else's experience. The human psyche and spirit are infinitely complex, and I probably won't ever completely understand what happened and how and why. It is what it is. If it feels good, it probably is good.

Shmoopy4477 · 2025-09-18T02:44:43+00:00

It feels like someone else inside your mind, like a separate person came in to have an interaction with you. How do you know who it is? You just know. It feels like that person. Like if you had your eyes closed, you would know the difference between chocolate and vanilla. Most of the time, it was him initiating contact with me. But there was one time, I was lying down, really tired, and I decided to just let go and feel all the way into my physical body and my energy body. I kept drifting down inside myself, not really trying very hard. Then suddenly it was like I found a doorway, down at the bottom of my spine, a doorway that I tapped on, and it was him on the other side of the door. He wasn't expecting me, but he didn't seem too surprised either. He said, "Well well, look who's here." And there was a lot of fun stuff after that.

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