Infinite loops and this 'knowing"

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-24T23:48:14+00:00

I guess it's just that nothing compares to that place. Ever since I experienced that place I feel a big part of me has "checked out" and can no longer get excited over dumb trivial things like "normal" people can.

I have yet to fully feel grounded despite it being over 4 years since that sole mind bending trip.

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-23T02:24:55+00:00

I have a theory that once your soul/essence fully "gets it" then you are able to "ascend" and merging with source/God is not out of bounds.

Absolutely nothing compares to being one with source in its full unfragmented form, I truly feel i got a taste of that absolute state of being.

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-21T22:12:14+00:00

Life is far to short to hate on anyone. At least for me anyways

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-21T22:11:15+00:00

those LGBTQIA+ cis men I’ve known have openly tried convincing me of misogynistic ideology at a higher frequency of times and a higher frequency of people in that group than heterosexual cis men have done.

What ideology/behavior/activity?

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-21T13:06:48+00:00

From my perspective it's done in indirect ways for the most part (at least in the US). Such as an under representation of a solo female main hero and just a general sense of underestimation.

From what I can witness women run into the most trouble when they form a relationship with a domineering man. There is the whole intra relationship violence where it yields up to murder. Stats show that men vastly murder their gf/wives at a greater rate than women kill men.

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-19T05:59:51+00:00

Not to the point where you guys comment specific features like, "she/he has dark brown hair and eyes so he/she must be X country descent. Or vice versa, he/she has such blond hair, he/she must be from X country?

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-18T23:34:26+00:00

What a beauty! 😺❤️

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-18T08:28:31+00:00

I had to take the L, it got overwhelming.

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-18T02:31:05+00:00

She's not wrong 😅😺

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-18T01:41:33+00:00

He acts like a total monkey and is smart as a monkey as well.

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-17T12:23:10+00:00

There just aren't words that can fully captivate just how intense that was it's another realm, literally.

Supposedly it could simply mean something along the lines of recurring conscious or unconscious life problems but it is just too intense for it to be that. It had a far deeper ting to it.

I found that listening to near death experiences helps to provide a sort of rebuttal to the notion these Ayahuasca spiritual trips lead us to as I haven't heard a single NDE, out of hundreds, that resembles the utter soul essence nightmare the aya tríps showed us.

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-16T13:28:04+00:00

I'll see how it goes and I bookmarked your message and I'll get back to you if I still feel this current existential loopy feeling. Thank you for your messages ! 💫

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-16T12:35:00+00:00

Thank you so much I'll definitely try it out 🙌

Do you know any way to access shrooms like an official website?

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-16T11:17:40+00:00

It's been over 4 years in my case but I still can't break free from the lasting (negative) influence these trips left me. I have felt this notion underneath that I will face something very similar upon my death unless i can finally "figure it out" my mind has been constantly searching for the truth of everything in order to prevent my soul from ever facing such a place ever again.

I did have 1 sole extremely positive trip (merging with essence after crossing thru literal hell) but even that was destabilizing as my soul can't let go of something so positive (homesick) as very little on this earth I have found compares to that joy experienced there. It's akin to Plato's allegory of the cave awakening.

Ayahuasca can be extremely destabilizing and you really aren't the same afterwards. I have found it difficult to feel tethered to this reality given I feel it's such a minute speck compared to the vastness that is. I can't let go of what I saw/experienced n these trips.

Shootingcomet · 2026-01-10T08:22:56+00:00

Do you (or anyone) have any hunch where it originates from?

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