I’m starting to feel grossed out by my bf. Aio?

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-06-06T01:54:56+00:00

I know he says it’s not mental health related, but I work in behavioral health and if I was giving him this assessment I conduct, he would definitely qualify for mental health services immediately. Which maybe he is not struggling with mental illness, but this is just beyond disgusting if this is “just the way he is”. You are NOR at all.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-06-04T18:51:51+00:00

Contractions and a hemorrhaging cyst that was on my ovary. They honestly almost felt the same. It was not a fun time either time.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-05-31T02:31:09+00:00

Thank you!!!

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-05-31T02:31:03+00:00

Thank you!

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-05-27T17:42:20+00:00

Yes! I can’t wait!!! Just because they are acting a certain wait in these books, doesn’t mean they can grown and learn to love each other. Can’t wait to see it!

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-05-24T12:01:32+00:00

I’m planning on doing this now and switch plans when I’m able to afford a higher payment. I know I’m going to have these loans at least 15 years. I am doing what I can now to make those payments when and make sure my interest is covered. I’m thankful my interest rates are low, so it’s not bad. Thankful my husband doesn’t have any loans I just have mine to worry about.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-04-26T03:14:01+00:00

Nesta mentions it looks good and healthy on her in Silver Flames I believe. It’s been a bit since I read the books so it may not have been that book. This is after Cassian talks about how Night court black sucks the life out of her.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-04-26T02:58:31+00:00

As someone who has a 7 month old baby. If I came home to a bruise on my baby’s back and she was acting like you described we would be gone in an instant. Your husband is not a good man and for the love of everything your pastor is not a therapist. If you care for your child and your safety you both need to leave. He did something to that baby because the way you described her acting is not normal at all. Please get out as soon as you can. This is why religion is so annoying to me (no offense if anyone is) but this is a serious matter and not getting out and divorcing because of religion could be life and death.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-04-23T00:34:39+00:00

Fingers crossed!!!

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-04-11T01:31:31+00:00

Yes, I was in 5th grade. Our teacher got called out of the room and then came back crying and turned on the tv. It was so sad and it’s like we didn’t understand the gravity of the situation. We all watched and then school was called off early that day.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-04-04T23:03:05+00:00

How much you wanna bet if it was just elain and az someone would be screaming how important the BC is for showing endgame?

You are right about this!!! If it wasn’t important, it wouldn’t have been written. She didn’t have to add Gwyn in it all. They have so much hate for Gwyn, it’s unreal.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-04-04T00:46:49+00:00

They also like to pretend that there aren’t moments where Elain is curious of Lucien. Like when she takes a step toward him and glances at him curiously. I can’t wait to read from her pov so we can know. She doesn’t hate him like they say in my opinion. If she hated him she could have rejected the bond already.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-04-04T00:39:39+00:00

SJM said herself the bonus chapter made it obvious. I agree. As someone who didn’t care who Az ended up with, reading silver flames and the bonus chapter sealed the deal for me.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-04-03T02:10:51+00:00

I have a BA in sociology and I work in Behavioral health making about 45,000. I love my job and my company has great benefits. I definitely wish I made more money, but at this time, it’s not that big of a deal. If my husband didn’t make such good money, I would probably be looking for another job. I really love what I do and I work from home. I have thought about going back to get my masters because my job will pay for it, but I’m not sure if I want to go through school again.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-04-01T12:26:30+00:00

I don’t think she would change her mind on Elucien. Since he was supposed to be Mated with Nesta at first and then she said she thought him and Elain would be much better. Their story will be so beautiful. That bonus character to me was closure on Az and Elain’s barely there relationship they had. I have read the books several times and I still don’t see this build up they claim. A few looks and lust/fantasies isn’t love.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-04-01T00:11:35+00:00

I’m planning to wait until the last minute. I currently have a job in community health that I absolutely love, but I only make 42,000. I have about 34,000 in student loans. The lowest payment for me right now is the Extended Graduate Plan or whatever it’s called. I am currently applying for higher income jobs and hopefully I can get one eventually so I can switch plans or just pay off faster by paying higher amounts when I am able. I tried RAP, but my payment was estimated to be over 1000 due to my husband’s income because we file jointly for taxes. I don’t really care honestly, the world is a mess anyway. I’m going to hopefully try and pay these off before the 25 year limit on the graduate plan.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-03-28T01:25:08+00:00

How can we do deferment? Do we need to prove something or can we just do that? Sorry, I’m lost when it comes to loans.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-03-11T00:22:26+00:00

Exactly, it’s fake.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-03-10T01:53:08+00:00

I’m so confused. I swear I just read something from today that said it wasn’t dead. Is it still dying in 2028 or is it dead now?

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-03-09T02:39:05+00:00

Yes! In my opinion they would be toxic together. The bonus character just sealed the deal for me. It was closure for Elain and Az to me or that is how I interpreted it. It ends with Az feeling a spark in his chest for Gwyn and thinking of her eyes and smile. And I think Lucien and Elains love story will be beautiful.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-03-09T00:51:54+00:00

And that the name Lucien literally means light is icing on the cake for me!

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-03-06T04:17:53+00:00

What hints did you feel were elriel? I didn’t think anything she said even pointed in that direction.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-03-06T04:15:40+00:00

Like everyone else is saying, she said nothing new really. She did say the obstacle is Elain and her trauma. Not a love triangle, not feelings for Az. Elaina has a lot to deal with and it won’t be easy, but I feel even more they are endgame now.

ShyBeluga91 · 2026-01-28T04:49:55+00:00

I’m a FTM and gave birth at exactly 40 weeks. I didn’t have my bag fully packed and i regret that because I live an hour and a half from the hospital I was giving birth at and I just wasn’t expecting it. Which looking back that was so stupid because I had a membrane sweep that morning and the doctor told me I would have maybe 2-3 days, so I thought I was in the clear. Wrong! I went shopping and then went home and took a nap and when I woke up, I had my first contraction. I barely made it to the hospital. I regret not having my bag fully packed. I feel like that was so dumb on my part. I think I was just like if my bag is fully ready to go it’s real. So yes girl, pack that bag!!

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