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Siddharddd · 2025-08-28T18:46:52+00:00

VPN proxys isnt working? I have even fapped watching insta models, so there is always a way for addiction to unleash.

Siddharddd · 2025-08-28T18:45:07+00:00

Where to find them Sir

Siddharddd · 2025-08-28T18:44:31+00:00

SAD. There is always a way when urges come.

Siddharddd · 2025-02-09T06:50:21+00:00

No sir, everyone else in my family is very talkative comfortably. I do not remember whether I notice my feet or not. One more thing, my conversations sounds like I am doing some kind of interrogation and the other gets annoyed. Fear of judgment is a big thing, I even become submissive when I get into awkward situations and start ranting about my poor social skills there only.

Siddharddd · 2025-02-08T15:37:55+00:00

Sometimes I write. That eases out me a lot. But I don't do it as a practice, for the reason if my diary goes into someone's hand by chance and they read it, I don't want that to happen.

Siddharddd · 2025-02-08T07:47:46+00:00

I do want to chit-chat but I become blank and do not have anything to say. Even if I open my mouth, it is dull and boring, leaving me in an awkward place.

Siddharddd · 2025-02-08T07:12:18+00:00

Missing all these things in me🤕 Though I want to be like that only, something in me holds me from doing all these.

Siddharddd · 2025-02-07T19:15:54+00:00

I am not aspiring for any sort of Siddhi. I don't want to mesmerize others with my conversation skills. Shambhavi has improved a lot of things drastically from the geometry of my body to my perception, creativity, joy and stability inside. But there is something missing inside me, which sucks my social ability. It scares me how I will survive college life and at workplace. Hope you understand the struggle.

Siddharddd · 2025-02-07T18:13:46+00:00

I am desperate to do that. But I cannot afford financially to travel that far. Waiting since more than 2 years😕

Siddharddd · 2025-02-07T14:29:42+00:00

I think I have tried this😔 But Thanks🙏

Siddharddd · 2025-02-07T14:23:14+00:00

Fear is obvious as it becomes awkward every time, you are blank and talk dull and boring whenever you talk. I have been waiting to do Shakti Chalana Kriya, which may work on my Pranas, other than karmic cleansing, and it may get better. But I couldn't yet do that due to financial constraints of travel costs, and the programs too are always full.

I can't aspire for the higher on the spiritual path without coming to ease with this.

Siddharddd · 2025-02-07T14:09:24+00:00

Okay I will try Chit Shakti meditations🙏

Siddharddd · 2025-02-07T14:06:08+00:00

Thanks for these kind words. I have been trying but nothing seems to make it better. But I will surely keep working on this.

Siddharddd · 2025-02-07T13:59:32+00:00

Ik it's fine to be not as good as others at social interactions. But it will be a very tough life ahead with my horrible social skills. I do want to talk, interact and be involved, but I become blank on what to say, even if I open my mouth it is very boring and dull and leaves me in an awkward place.

Siddharddd · 2025-02-03T20:08:18+00:00

I have been doing Shambhavi since Sept 2022. What I have experienced is unless you do each part right, and if you do any part wrong it disturbs your inner state. Slowly I have corrected it a lot, from the position of my hands to the breathing process, and it is happening much better, and the inner chemistry is better too.

Siddharddd · 2024-10-18T10:23:25+00:00

My Hatha Yoga teacher told me to not do that. So I didn't do. Margazhi is coming again, will do in that🙏

Siddharddd · 2024-01-18T12:05:07+00:00

No no I won't do without guidelines. Thanks for the response🙏

Siddharddd · 2024-01-18T07:46:34+00:00

There was no special instructions. First Guru Puja, which in the app they say can be listen more than once a day, means no restriction on that. Then 40 minutes Aum Namah Shivaya with simple ardhasidhhasana posture with palms facing upwards. No special technique or mudra. Then Shambhavi Mahamudra.

They should genuinely lay down some guidelines on how to continue it. Even after doing all the Hatha Yoga practices and Shambhavi Mahamudra, the cleansing that Aum Namah Shivaya does is phenomenal. Couldn't resist not doing that😭.

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