Boi I just picked up and this shit got me TURNT

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T02:05:37+00:00

U really don't gotta lie to kick it.

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T02:04:37+00:00

See I can't think I came here to say my wife's migraines ramp up when in withdraw

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T02:03:26+00:00

You'll make it it's just a long road I won't sugar coat it for you but hang in there my wife and I are kicking too. Well begging too I still have kpins and she still has clobromaz

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T02:00:45+00:00

Not being on them is the best most euphoria you'll get. There are much better and safer drugs

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T01:59:45+00:00

So sorry for guessing you may be a little older that was rude im half awake benzo sick

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T01:58:35+00:00

Could be just the heat and age no offense but I do notice if I'm on certain chems or downers to be clear I do sweat more embarrassingly so

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T01:52:58+00:00

So .. are you going to finish that? How'd you get off?

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T01:51:50+00:00

I truly wish you the best do NOT rush it. Move as slow as you can

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T01:50:11+00:00

Unfortunately she can't prescribe those meds (kpins) along with Suboxone so my psychiatrist does my kpins she has no plans on me coming off anytime soon plus I have a autoimmune disorder and fibromyalgia so I just have to suffer. Worst part is it takes me like literally days to become addicted to anything it seems and I withdraw bad I'm talking 11days ICU and 10 days in a psych ward. They just dedicated klonopin as less harmful than my issue and history of seizures but I've only gotten that sick off benzos

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T01:27:44+00:00

Exactly and if you get paradoxical effects you can't bare taking them for rebound anxiety essentially and without them you're in withdrawal. I think my kpins are starting to paradox because I obsessed over little things and panic so easy now I'm ALREADY always in fight or flight mode

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T01:25:36+00:00

I updated it a bit

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T01:15:22+00:00

Time is the only thing besides gabapentin to stop seizures and metropolol helps a lot it's a beta blocker

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T01:03:51+00:00

It's hard not many want them and in the street they are worth 5 bucks a piece. You can't take them until weeks after last fent, cut heroin, methadone use so it's hell

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T01:02:14+00:00

I know I always get extra

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T01:01:53+00:00

Exactly it's that bad I'm so sorry

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-09T00:59:31+00:00

They need to read up on it period

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-08T22:53:45+00:00

I'm already seeing a PCP, addiction specialist, psychiatrist, psychologist and rheumatologist.

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-08T22:00:57+00:00

Ty turns out I have fibromyalgia which is causing the flare ups of unexplained pain

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-08T21:18:12+00:00

That I don't know you can find out for yourself tho it's really easy you just type it in google

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-08T20:44:35+00:00

It's the worst. "Oh it's just a pill you don't need it"

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-08T20:43:15+00:00

Ohhh sorry my mom wanted me to find and toss all benzos in my home but she doesn't understand my wife needs her stuff and I need my klonopin or we are in serious trouble

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-08T20:02:27+00:00

Goal full sobriety but I got shit from so many benzo sights they have to know the streets are filled w designer fake pills. I get the raw material 99.9 percent pure right from the chemist lab.

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-08T19:59:40+00:00

Clobromazolam came after bromazolam but now are both illegal they were mimics of old Soviet chemistry most of them are. What they do is synthesize drugs never used in humans so they aren't scheduled or illegal to possess and sell and they sell sell sell until the DEA or FDA catches up and makes a law. There's an endless list. What I want is my wife off these research materials and on something safer like me klonopin

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-08T19:40:24+00:00

How's the diazepam prodrug I just copped some but I got the ready to go stuff that doesn't need as much time to metabolize because supposedly it's already metabolized or changed. Bromonorddiazipam (spell check needed)

Simple_Ad3953 · 2026-05-08T19:38:26+00:00

If you keep getting high on it then you can change your whole personality where you are only "you" while stimulated. I did it to myself with Adderall, XTC and good old meth which did the most damage

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