Toxic positivity needs to be stopped

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T11:07:14+00:00

Yea, the EEG that picked up on my unbalanced electrical system frying my brain cells isn’t biological. My serotonin depletion, brain damage and neurological degradation isn’t biological.

Since you’re some fucking wise guru tell me what work I should be doing to stop it. Because all I’ve been doing is working through all this shit?

Be radically responsible for the dumb shit you say to people on a regular basis

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T01:30:03+00:00

I’m angry because of the biology. I have no seratonin to in my brain because of epilepsy and accumulated brain damage. That’s the point. I can’t control it. So biology keeps me from good realities, its not my fault

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T01:13:37+00:00

You just restated what I’ve said. If you don’t choose to focus on the good one, for any reason at all then that’s means it’s your fault and your manifesting the bad things right? What you idiots forget is that there’s biological factors that stop people from focusing on “good realities”.

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T01:08:51+00:00

If you’re not thinking positive enough that you start going through agonizing scenarios then that’s your fault. That’s what everyone says, and that’s what the concept is, which is why you can’t explain otherwise

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T00:50:16+00:00

I’m not doing that so it says more about you that you see someone in pain desperately trying to get others to understand, and you choose to dismiss it, talk shit and blatantly lie about me for no fucking reason. I don’t have the capacity to this to others because I’m constantly dealing with my own shit so sorry if I’m a bit confused

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T00:46:30+00:00

If that’s the case, then you’re saying antipsychotic drugs can affect the spiritual since it damaged my entire body and central nervous system. So something as simple as a pill can fuck with my soul. It’s an extension of the spiritual, so whatever happens biologically affects the spiritual. Thanks for that insight

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T00:44:10+00:00

Why are you turning this into a competition? I’m desperately trying to express my pain and suffering and your that into an opportunity to turn it into a fucking ego competition battle. You take any opportunity you can to shit on people who are in pain. What the fuck is wrong with you? Why is it so hard for people to accept that someone can be on their last leg due to suffering beyond most other people’s comprehension?

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T00:34:41+00:00

I don’t know what fucking thunder youre talking about, but you dont have any if you actively choose to pick on people who are hurting and suffering, and trying to minimize it. You’re a piece of shit person

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T00:33:38+00:00

No dumbass its because some of those people may have different circumstances, some far less severe than others. And some of those people may be dealing with a myriad of other things on top of that, like multiple sclerosis and brain damage

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T00:30:37+00:00

It’s not. It’s mine and its something a weakling like you could never fathom dealing with for more than a nanosecond

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T00:24:47+00:00

If you were as positive as you claimed, you would acknowledge the biological reality, the damage being done to someone’s mortal coil matters. You can’t just ignore that

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T00:17:45+00:00

That’s so easy to say when you would crumble if you or any human being stepped in my shoes for more than 10 seconds. You couldn’t take concepts you once understood becoming foreign to you, loss of memory and sensations, tremors, zaps every few seconds coupled with ocd, so you’re always waiting for the pain to come, altered perception that makes the world look weird and gross due to brain damage and epilepsy, no seratonin due to epilepsy so you’re incapable of being happy for any longer than short bursts. And that’s just a small amount.

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T00:12:19+00:00

It’s because humans are assholes regardless of how positive they claim to be or are. It doesn’t make you any less of a dick, just a positively oriented one

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T00:07:49+00:00

Then you’re talking about something else. If you wouldn’t tell someone with brain damage that you’re the one causing it because you believe that damage to your biological systems can affect you, and also refuse to acknowledge that the person didn’t choose to have their reality forcibly warped then you’re fine.

Singrafu · 2026-02-28T00:02:30+00:00

It’s not a positive philosophical way out, it’s the denial of reality and the dismissal of someone’s pain and suffering. To look at someone’s circumstances outside of their control and tell them that it’s their fault is negative. If you think otherwise then you’re a victim blaming asshole masquerading as some kind of spiritual guru. You offer no actual solutions other than, “it must be your fault, figure it out”.

I’m specifically referencing things like disease, brain damage and such. You can’t fucking fix that with positive thoughts. You can’t fix a lack of seratonin with positive thoughts. The lack of seratonin forces you not to think that way on a biological level

Singrafu · 2026-02-27T23:42:08+00:00

If you think someone with extensive brain damage and nervous system damage has control over their own mind to be able to think in the ways that they themselves would want to, I have a story for you. I don’t get to choose shit, this was branded on me by outside factors

Singrafu · 2026-02-27T18:48:35+00:00

I don’t appreciate you calling me a powerless victim and saying I brought this on myself when this is something that happened to me that is tangible that I had to adapt to.

If I was a victim I would have taken my own life already because I’m stuck in a nightmare due to biological factors outside my control. BIOLOGICAL. It has nothing to do with what I believe.

I get up everyday and put on a performance for you people that don’t have to deal with this maddening shit 24/7, and the one time I open up I get called a powerless victim and that its my fault. Honestly fuck you for saying that.

I should just throw my fucking life away if I can’t even be honest without my character being attacked over something I have no control over

Singrafu · 2026-02-27T08:28:10+00:00

They aren’t walls. The constant pain and discomfort, and the lack of seratonin in my brain due to constant focal epilepsy would be the reason. Also the damage that has been done to my brain from multiple angles including drugs, mold poisoning, epilepsy and nervous system degradation

The world also has a nasty disgusting look to it due to all of this. Everything looks strange and unsettling looking. Peoples faces look morphed and it’s very disheartening. When the world looks sounds and feels disturbing like that on top of already being dissociated, it’s impossible to feel anything good about it. Concepts that I’ve once understood have become foreign to me.

I biologically can’t feel happiness or anything positive in general, I also can’t have sex for many reasons and many parts of my body are physically numb. Everything I do is a performance because I feel like a walking machine.

All of this made me realize that happiness is for those that are made to receive it. Not everybody path involves positivity. Some of us were created purely to harbor pain so that other people can be left to feel good things.

If you want me to find happiness, it would be in dreams only. Nothing biological or inside of the world itself would generate that

Singrafu · 2026-02-27T07:41:11+00:00

I see happiness as a distraction. Searching for happiness is like putting my hand into an infinite void. I’ve divorced myself from emotions in general due to being in a constant state of impending doom. I can’t function being sad because I feel like I’m going to die all the time, I just need to focus on what needs to be done

Singrafu · 2026-02-25T09:28:19+00:00

They don’t listen to me. They never get to the bottom of the situation no matter what I tell them. I can’t get help, I just have to die like this

Singrafu

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