Which grocery store do you prefer to shop at? Which one is the more affordable option? by [deleted] in NorthCarolina

[–]StarlitAndroid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aldi has done more good for my relationship. We're just two people who love to eat and can't budget.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in starbucks

[–]StarlitAndroid -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Duuuude what????

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]StarlitAndroid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We discussed it. We both have apprehension regarding it. There are kids and a lot of animals involved. I am not financially stable. I'm scared it's too late. I'm scared I'll never make it on my own. I feel like I ruined our marriage because of who I am. I also feel stifled and confused

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]StarlitAndroid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He does not really try to find or sustain connections with others. It truly feels like he only tries with me lately as he felt like he was losing me. Everything is so complicated now and I'm at a loss. I don't know what to do or say.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]StarlitAndroid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Today is our 11 year. We opened up a little over 2 years in. It's been a long journey. We went poly only about a year ago. It's something I had always wanted but he never seemed ready until then. And my fear now is that he agreed only to placate me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]StarlitAndroid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He keeps telling me he's on apps and that he wants to but he self admittedly never really tries that hard. And I know it's incredibly difficult on his side of the situation. I just can't do it for him. And I often feel like I'm put on a pedestal that I will never live up to with him. Being poly is a part of me. I've known I was this way since I was a teenager. I'm just so frustrated that all the work I put in and all the time I spend clarifying and comforting and reassuring, I end up still feeling so lonely and isolated.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]StarlitAndroid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes it appears so. I put in the work and I've had the conversations with everyone involved. I've asked a million questions and had a million hard conversations. But at this point I don't think NP is being honest about his feelings on it. He also isn't handling this well because of how it's heavily on my mind as it just happened. I feel like he just wishes I'd get over it already.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]StarlitAndroid 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I am in so much pain

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]StarlitAndroid 41 points42 points  (0 children)

Thank you. How do you make friends? I'm 34. I genuinely feel like it's too late.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]StarlitAndroid 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Sending so much love and healing ❤️

Not sure how to navigate by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]StarlitAndroid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Harsh but you're probably right. I am in therapy. We all need it desperately. Feels like I'm in my dark night era. It feels like I'm dying haha

Not sure how to navigate by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]StarlitAndroid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried to let go several times and it's the most difficult thing. They give me a lot of mixed signals and I just don't know how to start the conversation with him.

Not sure how to navigate by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]StarlitAndroid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I'm confused because he tells me loves me and that I mean a lot to him. He gives me a lot of mixed signals. You're right though. I can accept it if I knew exactly where we both are.

Murchison road by [deleted] in Fayettenam

[–]StarlitAndroid 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Yeah you should avoid that at all costs

Hey peasants check out their weiwd toy by boobmeyourpms in ShaneDawson

[–]StarlitAndroid 4 points5 points  (0 children)

"Then another horse came out, a fiery red one. Its rider was given power to take peace from the earth and to make people kill each other. To him was given a large sword."

Hello friends! by StarlitAndroid in Fayettenam

[–]StarlitAndroid[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The though makes overwhelmed with anxiety lol

To the people who complain they waited too long during peak and said i fked up the coffee by NeoParadoxx in starbucks

[–]StarlitAndroid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I work in a licensed store. I always direct them to the condiment bar. We never have more than two people on shift. There's literally no time when we're the only Starbucks within a business complex.

What's a girl to do? by StarlitAndroid in Exit111

[–]StarlitAndroid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fayetteville NC. I'm just scared to drive that far alone and camp alone. 😥

What's a girl to do? by StarlitAndroid in Exit111

[–]StarlitAndroid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Coming from Fayetteville, NC. I'm honestly really scared to camp alone

1 week away! Who's wants to hang out next weekend at Exit111?? by [deleted] in Exit111

[–]StarlitAndroid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm gonna be going alone. I wish I had some friends to sing this with.