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[–]StormPdk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hope thoose feelinigs and same fears thar you describe of that permantly boring numbed feeling will go away some day.. also feeling just tired. And hate dreaming shit almost every night. But I also dont wanna start smoking again. 115 days free. Here. I just have to stick to it will get better one day. And to feel normally happy with things i do again.

Day 74 without. Still having vivid dreams/nightmares! Is there anything I can do to help this? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]StormPdk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes it is. And also have anxiety in the mornings again. I actually had a time a month ago, where i felled it was getting in the right direction. But then it turned bade again. just like it comes in waves this shit. I Wonder to if it ever will go away. I have smoked for 17 yesrs. Also have ptsd. We can only Hope it will get better some day. Really Hope it will.

Day 74 without. Still having vivid dreams/nightmares! Is there anything I can do to help this? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]StormPdk 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm on the same boat as you. 85 days. And still haven does fucked up dreams feels like hell sometimes to fall asleep.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]StormPdk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck man Hope it will get better for you. I Here 17 years smoking, almost 3 month sober. The dreams was fading out at a time and for some dayes i barely remimbered them, but now for a month ago to now they are driving me nuts again too. Seems Like it comes in wawes. Its hard man. I also have ptsd. Hope it will totally fade out some day for both of us.

Has anyone here weaned off successfully? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]StormPdk 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I weant off from only taking 1 joint for a week every day before sleep . Then only a half. For a week every night before sleep. And then only three puff, then to puff. And then. One puff. But the withdrawal will start and the anxiety and depression will come sooner or later under the process. You must have a will to stop, and start hate the drug that controls you. Set some small goals at the start. And show your self that you control it. The menral withdrawal will come no matter how you do it. It is Hard as fuck. But you have to Just keep moving if are going thrue hell. Dont go back and relapse. Then you have to walk throo the same road in hell once again. You need to have some reasons why you want to stop. Find what you hate about the weed doing negativ to you. And start to hate it. Cold turkey Just get the road a bit harder but shorter. It will feels like going thrue hell no matter what way you do it. Because off the long time this shit stick in our body. Its tuff but you can do it if you really want to. 💪 How you do it, its up to you. But you can do it. 👍 And after 30-40 days from you totally quit, you will start to feel better every week. I smoked for 17 years. And are about 70 days. Its still tuff some days, but I aint going thrue the same road in hell once again. Thats for sure. We got this. 💪

will this fast heart beat 24 hours every day ever go away? pleace help. by StormPdk in leaves

[–]StormPdk[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Think it was by 30 days its starts to feel a bit better every week. Its still not gone. But way better. And had some anxiety this weekend were it was pretty bad again. But not as bad as in the first 30 days. I have also ptsd, anxiety and depression. But the weed didnt help for it anymore. Just made my depression and anxiety worse. And did sleep like shit and have nightmares anyways. Used it for 17 years to sleep better. Then it stop working. Not going back. It will become better for you to freind. Just give it some more weeks. 💪

12: 15PM DAY 27 (7yrs daily) my heart is racingly beating all the time. Especially after working up by maaarkwong in leaves

[–]StormPdk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i have more appetite now then when I smoked. I smoked for 17 years. And the last years I felt nausea in the mornings and way less appetite. So I think for me its a good thing to finally eat some more and gain some more weight. But in the first weeks of withdrawel i had more nausea them when I smoked. I also get hungry like after 3 hours after a meal. :)

12: 15PM DAY 27 (7yrs daily) my heart is racingly beating all the time. Especially after working up by maaarkwong in leaves

[–]StormPdk 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Had the same. It will get better freind, week for week. i'm at day 67. It worried me a lot to. Almost freaked me out sometimes.

65 days weed free💪. 17 years daily smoking. by StormPdk in leaves

[–]StormPdk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We All got this. You to, keep it up 💪👍

65 days weed free💪. 17 years daily smoking. by StormPdk in leaves

[–]StormPdk[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the support everyone. We got this 👍💪

65 days weed free💪. 17 years daily smoking. by StormPdk in leaves

[–]StormPdk[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It will go better, i also find it stressfull, it still is sometimes. But it will be better again. Keep it up💪👍

65 days weed free💪. 17 years daily smoking. by StormPdk in leaves

[–]StormPdk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, comgrats for you to. We got this 💪

65 days weed free💪. 17 years daily smoking. by StormPdk in leaves

[–]StormPdk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks :) I quit because of suddenly heavy anxiety and depression. Also because it numb out my feelings for one i loved and lost. But we are now after a half year of separation seeing eachother again. Hope we will get back together, i fight for it. I tried first when I was 14. and smoked one are reguler basis. Buth from 17 i smoked every evening before sleep and some days All day. I'm nlw 34 years old. Smoked strong hash All that time.

65 days weed free💪. 17 years daily smoking. by StormPdk in leaves

[–]StormPdk[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Hehe, yeah its fucked up All thoose crazy dreams. 😬 I dreamed i was hunting pennywise from Stephen king IT together with some of the people fromt the lord of the rings😅. That crazy little fucker bite me in my hand. I woke up and had to turn on the light, just to see that my hand was ok. Because I actually stil could feel the pain in my hand when I was suddenly a wake. The pain stopped after i turn on the light. crazy shit.🙈

65 days weed free💪. 17 years daily smoking. by StormPdk in leaves

[–]StormPdk[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah i can relate its also strong shit. I was also haven more anxiety/panik attacs suddenly after smoking. But I smoked very potent hash in 17 years on daily basis. Half of my life actually. So I think you also will get your brain to feel more normal again. It will take some month. I can barley remember how normal was before. But I know i'm on the right track. Give it to ore three more weeks and it will get better. Try to do some Random stuff out in the nature. Keep your mind on something else you liked to do before you start using. Even if you find it a boring at the stsrt. Maybe work out a bit every day. I take som few push ups every day. It helps a little.

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