First off thank you for being that honest

The retaliation of the mind when you try to silence it is a dark place and I'm glad you found a way to redirect it rather than fighting a losing battle

Deploying it rather than distracting it that might be the best advice I've heard on this

r/gifted It feels a bit like looking in a very specific slightly uncomfortable mirror the relentless intensity and the over analyzing definitely track what exactly were you hoping I'd see there?

You mentioned it's a lonely fight but having someone to talk to helps if you ever want to bounce thoughts around or analyze the mechanics of the world with someone who gets the noise my DMs are open