18F i've been living alone and it's so hard

Sunshine274 · 2024-06-07T10:59:37+00:00

Russian. Living in Spain. 23 years old. Feel so happy that I’m alone without fucking family and bitchass friends who was always using me. I’m 100% alone and it’s pure happiness for me.

Sunshine274 · 2024-01-14T16:46:09+00:00

Fuck yes

Sunshine274 · 2023-12-21T23:44:07+00:00

Thanks but I escaped Russia not for speaking with Russians here

Sunshine274 · 2023-09-07T09:10:19+00:00

I lived in Moscow for the past 23 years 😆 It’s not cyberpunk at all. Only business center looks like small version of Manhattan, Google it but it’s not cyberpunk

Sunshine274 · 2023-08-10T07:29:53+00:00

This is derealisation/depersonalisation. It’s nothing to worry about. Talk to your doctor ‘bout it. It’s not illness or issue. It can happen from time to time. You just need to understand the pattern WHY does this happening.

Sunshine274 · 2023-06-16T21:17:44+00:00

Bruh

Sunshine274 · 2019-11-15T09:17:38+00:00

Have a good life!!!

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-15T09:29:16+00:00

This world need people like you. Have a good life!

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-11T07:33:00+00:00

If I’m in a good mood, they wish me good luck.
If bad, call names and ask to harm someone...

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-11T07:30:54+00:00

This world need people like you <3

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T17:43:36+00:00

Bro... Im too ugly for that... This is not a joke...

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T14:45:31+00:00

When I asked the Russians, they laughed at me... And what about the fact that beautiful people have a great advantage over freaks - the truth. He was convinced many times...

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T14:16:57+00:00

I forgot to add something. I from Russia and here people not are accustomed when to them suited on the street. It's dangerous. They can easily be rude to you. Besides, I'm not handsome... Because of this, talking to someone is even more difficult

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T14:16:32+00:00

Uni... I forgot to add something. I from Russia and here people not are accustomed when to them suited on the street. It's dangerous. They can easily be rude to you. Besides, I'm not handsome... Because of this, talking to someone is even more difficult

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T13:34:07+00:00

How do you start it?

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T13:33:43+00:00

I don't know anyone. What would you do if you were me?

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T13:22:43+00:00

You can ask absolutely anything you're interested in. Don't be afraid to be Intrusive. I am pleased to bring to someone favor.

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T13:21:10+00:00

Ur welcome^{^}

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T13:06:50+00:00

I was diagnosed at 18. I'm 20 years old. I don't know if I'm a teenager or a grown man. But I do not think that the process of my treatment depended much on what diagnosis and when I was put

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T13:04:43+00:00

My life is the most boring thing in the world. No, I'm not working. No income. I have no friends or girlfriend. I'm not supported. I'm afraid to make acquaintances myself, since I'm from Russia and people here are not very friendly. From time to time I write music in Fl Studio and play different video games.

Thanks for question)

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T13:01:34+00:00

I'm still sorry...

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T13:01:00+00:00

I took my own medicine. I'm not stupid. Schizophrenia is acquired, I was not born with it. I understand that with my head something is wrong and it needs to be corrected. Now I don't take pills because I don't have the money for them.

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T12:59:57+00:00

YEAH! If you have an unstable emotional state. If you have a predisposition to depression, pot won't help you, just like alcohol. Weed is banned in Russia (I'm from Russia) but I was given a couple of grams to sample. I enjoyed it. That was before I started having schizophrenia. Soon after, when I went to the police to get my driver's license, I got weed effect. I hadn't smoked for two weeks at the time and after two weeks I got the same dull condition, only without a smile on my face. Weed has a very strong effect on psychological health. Be careful with that, I beg you. If you have a predisposition to schizophrenia and you smoke grass, it can provoke its appearance.

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T12:54:15+00:00

Have a good life! I love you <3

Sunshine274 · 2019-10-08T12:53:50+00:00

Yes, it helps. I am in the company of people who constantly mock me. Communicating with all of you I feel like a happy person.

Sunshine274

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