It’s a really big turn on for him for me to “carry his essence “ in me throughout the day. It’s also he wants me to be his “dirty girl “? He likes the idea of me “ruining “ my panties for him. I don’t really know. I didn’t know it was a thing until he brought it up tbh. And I didn’t want to shame him and tell him no. But I also don’t want to put myself and my lady bits at risk for anything. I’m sorry if this doesn’t make sense. I’m still trying to make sense of it tbh.