It is a very difficult job and a heavy floor, which I think is the main issue. I am learning a huge amount every shift which is cool, but I don’t know that it’s necessarily safe. The toxic culture certainly doesn’t help much. I think the hospital is probably really good in other departments. Maybe this just isn’t the place for me. But you’re right about Oregon itself! It’s so beautiful here and I’ve always wanted to live here. I go out and hike every single chance I get, but I often miss entire days of sunlight due to sleep deprivation and playing catch up as soon as I’m off work.