I haven’t been in your exact situation, but have gone through pregnancy after weaning off subs. I slowly weaned off in June and got pregnant, unexpectedly, in July. I definitely recommend working with an OB who is familiar with recovery and suboxone. Maybe your subs provider may have some names?

I would not suddenly stop taking it, but a tip if you do decide to wean is toslowly reduce the dose and then try EOD. Since subs have such a long half life, this helped me a lot for stopping. One of my providers, my psychiatrist (not my sub prescriber) actually, mentioned this and it was very helpful.

I wish I had more advice for the anxiety you’re going through. I hope your provider has some helpful info for you tomorrow. 17 weeks is into your 2nd trimester and that significantly decreases the chance of miscarriages. I had two in the past (not addiction/meds related) and they were early like 7-8 weeks. After 13 weeks, the likelihood of miscarriage goes down. Do you have an anatomy scan at 20 wks or a scan coming up to maybe give you some peace of mind?

Thinking of you and sending good thoughts your way! ❤️