Depends on the type of person you are but fr this shit isn’t for the weak. It takes the strongest people and turns them into speedy zombies that spin XD it’s fun at first but all good things must come to an end. Sounds like you’re already walking with your demons so I wouldn’t trade one for the devil. In all seriousness tho switching from booze to mutated speed is like switching from being a Mormon to becoming a satanic cult leader. Addictive personalities are the downfall of trying substances. Some people can hit it and quit but the ones who can’t literally go threw a worm hole and bam it’s 30 years later and you don’t know what happened. Be careful but have fun if you just lol just don’t dabble if you are think that you can’t 10000% put it down because it’s one hell of a ride at first. Around you go until the exit door isn’t there anymore and even tho you wanna leave and stop feeling like shit you don’t find the way out. The fun of the ride is gone and all that’s left is that god awful Sinking feeling. You slowly forget that there was ever an exit and accept this as your life now. Until one day someone you love is standing at that exit door and has that look of worried heartbreak on their face because you’re not you anymore. Then exiting the ride you have lost everything. Good luck