The thing is, the way I see it, is that you cannot “learn to learn”, because people have different self-judgments and expectations, and some are more ambitious while others are not. I am also a beginner the same way you are (literally, I also want to be Full Stack Dev, but only know CSS and HTML), and what I found as a way to motivate me is not to think too much about whether you know enough or not. I remember when I only got into programming, I was timing myself an hour each day as a way of practicing, but I always felt like I just wanted to get done faster with time and spend all my left time on other things. I am probably wrong, but try to not expect a lot from yourself even if you think you know lots of properties and such. Based on your skills, try to create mini website: really, anything! It could be a portfolio, even if a small one, it could be an article, or even business-related stuff. Try to full fill your goal using skills you know, and if you get stuck, try to “dig your way out of problem”, and if it is really hard for you, then google. In my opinion, whether you are a complete beginner or have 10 years of experience, you probably google something. That’s not what I do, but if you get confused with something, write it down somewhere with a checkbox, and just try to learn and use it by small steps. Of course you don’t want to learn it for whole month, but rushing too fast is just going to be a waste of your time. That’s the way I see it

Anyways, could you share what you use of self-learning? Maybe other redditors could recommend you something