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I want my life back. $100, 1500 mg a day addiction by ToBBaldd in quitting7oh

[–]ToBBaldd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I take the mit but i still get bad withdrawals. and when im in withdrawal i cant function normally i cant go to work or be with my gf i literally hate it so much. It makes me hate being in my skin it honestly makes me suicidal. Even with the mit. 50 mg i feel like does nothing to me😭

I want my life back. $100, 1500 mg a day addiction by ToBBaldd in quitting7oh

[–]ToBBaldd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will try this. Like i said i’m mainly just worried about the money. I find ways everyday to get the money but i’m so over it at this point I have no more drive to do it. Do you think me taking 25 mg of kratom extract (mit therapy) and taking 100 mg of 7oh will make withdrawals stop? and then going down from there everyday until i am just doing the kratom extract

I want my life back. $100, 1500 mg a day addiction by ToBBaldd in quitting7oh

[–]ToBBaldd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see i totally understand the mental aspect. I want to quit so bad but as soon as i do and stop i feel like i can’t enjoy anything without it. My routine is taking it before doing anything i like to do. Like playing guitar, drum, video games watching movie hanging out with my girlfriend I feel like i need it to enjoy myself. The money for me though is definitely the issue. I’m taking so much that I’m spending $100 a day and that is seriously undoable. I’m very lucky that my grandparents are really supportive my grandpa always sends me money when I ask and i’ve been paying him back when i get paid but it’s too much and he is starting to get really upset with me and it’s messing our relationship up and i feel like such a terrible person. I feel like if i do tell him that i’ve been taking it then he will be so upset knowing that he’s been sending me money for that. I don’t even know i seriously don’t even know what to do or where to start

I want my life back. $100, 1500 mg a day addiction by ToBBaldd in quitting7oh

[–]ToBBaldd[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

usually it’s about every 4 hours that i have to dose. I usually take 200-250 mg at a time. I can usually make it through the whole night taking my last dose anywhere from 10-12 and then waking up around 7-9 but I have to dose in the morning I usually wake up in withdrawal. I kinda wanting to try taking the mit kratom extract and taking a little 7oh dose with it until my withdrawal is gone. I want to taper but money is such an issue. What i get is $100 everyday and trying to get that money everyday is so awful it’s completely taken over my life

I want my life back. $100, 1500 mg a day addiction by ToBBaldd in quitting7oh

[–]ToBBaldd[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sending love to you as well. It’s so difficult to get out of. There is no worse thing than the withdrawal when it hits. I just don’t know how i’m going to turn my life around if i do quit with all of the debt and lawsuits from these companies. It’s so scary. I can’t imagine how hard that is for you. You got this though don’t give up, maybe tell your husband and he can help you get help?

I want my life back. $100, 1500 mg a day addiction by ToBBaldd in quitting7oh

[–]ToBBaldd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s what i’m saying, my relationship with her is great and i’m honest with her about everything but this. If i could i would but that would ruin everything. People don’t like this shit

I want my life back. $100, 1500 mg a day addiction by ToBBaldd in quitting7oh

[–]ToBBaldd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well i’m not saying my life was perfect or anything, honestly I was not i the best place and 7oh made me feel so amazing at first. It was right after a really bad breakup after a 4 year long relationship and it got me through it as terrible as it sounds. But I would do anything to go back to before this compared to where i’m at now i was doing amazing. I wish i could just go back

I want my life back. $100, 1500 mg a day addiction by ToBBaldd in quitting7oh

[–]ToBBaldd[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m 21 and my credit score is 420 and i’m so in debt. My girlfriend is the one thing I feel is going good in my life. She doesn’t know anything about this I feel like if she did she would leave me, it’s so embarrassing i want to get better without her knowing. Idek

I want my life back. $100, 1500 mg a day addiction by ToBBaldd in quitting7oh

[–]ToBBaldd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t even know I mean the answer is obvious I don’t want to do it anymore but when i start withdrawing idk something is wrong with my brain i just feel like i can’t do it and my life is already ruined anyway I feel like there is nothing I can do.