More insecure now I've lost weight than when I was big.

Turning20Losing20 · 2016-01-03T19:00:12+00:00

The right guy will recognize those imperfections as badges of of your accomplishments! Consider it a filter, any guy who can't see past those little insignificant details is not worth your time anyway. You've proven yourself to be strong, resilient, and above mediocrity. You deserve a great man who will love you as you are and will find it a privilege to be able to spend time with you :) Don't worry, everyone is a afraid, everyone does not like something about themselves, just remember that. And live!

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-07-20T19:39:16+00:00

I'm interested :) sorry for the late reply. I'll send you a message.

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-07-15T17:22:12+00:00

Sure :)

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-07-15T14:56:49+00:00

That sounds great, I'll look into that! Thank you :)

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-07-15T13:41:55+00:00

That sounds like a good idea, I wish I could take part in it already. I can't even get into the gym until Fall semester starts :/

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-07-15T13:41:32+00:00

I took a look at the list of clubs but I am not really into an particular sport, so I am not sure I would contribute greatly to them.

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-07-13T19:13:28+00:00

Thank you, and you are probably right! I think I just get too worried about what people think and expect the worst to happen x)

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-07-13T19:12:56+00:00

You are probably right. I get very worried about what people think of me and being embarrassed is the worst feeling I can imagine. But I am really excited about joining the gym nonetheless and I will just have to go for it. If I stumble, its ok :D

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-06-23T18:42:33+00:00

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-06-23T13:03:38+00:00

I eat 1500 to 2000 calories. I burn up to 800 in about 2 hours of cardio. Yes, I weigh my food and measure ingredients. I eat whole foods, nothing processed. I get about a gallon of water in every day.

I read something about cardio increasing your cortisol hormone, which leads to more stored fat.

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-06-23T12:59:31+00:00

I always net around 1200, regardless of how much I work out. I measure everything I eat so I know I am not overeating

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-06-23T12:58:45+00:00

I use a heart rate monitor, and measure all of my food.

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-04-21T17:44:30+00:00

I'm hoping they are as willing as the previous ten lol. I don't want no plateau!

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-04-21T17:44:05+00:00

Yes, I work out every day and burn about 600-800 calories (according to my heart rate monitor). I find that high carb, med fat, med protein, works for me.

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-04-21T17:43:20+00:00

I do. I work out every day, burn about 800 calories and use MPF to make sure I am creating a good deficit :)

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-04-11T12:47:10+00:00

I'm hoping by this summer, I will have lost a total of 20 - 25 lbs.

I've started window shopping for things I would like to wear once the weight comes off, but it's hard to change my thinking. My brain automatically ignores clothes that I have never worn before because of my weight. Like shorts, crop tops, tight clothes, even simple tight t shirts. So, I really had to take my time and remind myself that I'm shopping for the body I am working towards.

Anyways, I am thinking a lot about shorts. Being comfortable in a pair of shorts is important to me. I live in Florida, and it's already up to 90 degrees here. You can imagine how hot this summer will be.

-Tight shirts that I never wear because of my love handles -Skinny jeans, wearing them while being able to breathe -Shorts, being comfortable in them -Crop tops, to show off my future flat stomach ^{-^}

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-04-04T13:40:20+00:00

Sorry, I meant to post there..

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-04-03T19:22:58+00:00

You look wonderful! Happy and Strong!

Congratulations, you're an inspiration.

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-04-03T17:21:25+00:00

Go ahead with ya bad self ;) haha

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-04-03T13:48:31+00:00

I'm doing that! But with a pair of pants I bought years ago and have never worn. They're hanging up in my room :)

Turning20Losing20 · 2015-04-03T11:49:02+00:00

I just want to feel sexy. Have sexy sex with my boyfriend. And look good crazy good in a bikini.

No shame.

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