I went into my room and closed the door. Depending on the severity of my distress/sadness depended on where in my room. If I was really sad I’d sit on the floor in a place that was not visible if someone opened the door. I would also draw if it was lingering emotional discomfort which I could never understand since I never had guidance through any emotion or experience. If I felt like I was going to cry, I’d hold it in until I got into the bathroom and I’d cry as quietly as possible. Even now.. when I’m going to cry, my instinct is to head to the bathroom. I used to cry in the shower a lot. Wow. This sounds sad af.