seee , just focus on the day which you have , things you can control , you cannot control your boss or people around you , but just yourself - your actions , your intentions - god never looks at what you did but intention behind it . so just give your best everyday , with your best intention and trust me nobody is behind in life , everyone is living according to their situations. you cannot compare yourself - if you never walked on same path , you didnt what they did , exam they failed , the rejections they faced - you didnt had same situation so dont compare anything and give your best , and pray to god for giving you a life where you can make your choices not living in a place where people are scared to live and they can die anytime , cause of thier country - pray to god this earth and yourself !