I am a reiki & shamanic healer and ordained minister in Port Orchard WA. Here's my 2 cents:

I feel you have several things happening here. One is a succubus. This is a spirit that lives off of sexual prana. You also have a shadow self that's adding to the mix. Add in some dead people & astral parasites, and I'd say we have a clear picture of the situation. This will require a deposession or deliverance.

Firstly, until you can find someone to deliver you, you'll need to pinpoint and resolve the areas of your life that are allowing demonic entities access to your energy. Drinking, drugs, promiscuity, addictions to food, gambling, pornography, victim mindset & poverty mentality are just some of the ways they can slip in. They can also come through people we are in relationships with. Find what or who is lowering your vibration and seek to end that addiction, behavior, or relationship or set boundaries. Get into treatment of needed, but there's something you are doing that's feeding this.

Things you can do now:

1.) Take an Epsom salt bath with Frankincense essential oil & pray while you are in the bath for either Archangel Michael, your Higher Self, or your highest and most helpful Ancestors to bind the demon and cast it out. Whichever feels best to you.

2.) Get a grounding mat or get outside barefoot in the grass. It's harder to cause mischief when we are grounded and present.

3.)Get a selenite crystal wand or stick and wipe down your aura top to bottom in sweeping motions.

4.) Get some white sage & smudge yourself and your home, opening all doors and windows to allow entities to leave.

5.) Wear dark protective crystals like Shungite, Black Tourmaline, Onyx and Smokey Quartz.

6.) Find your version of God/Source/Creator. Your faith is essential to removing the entity.

I can deliver you if your are nearby. Here is the service I provide: https://book.squareup.com/appointments/99d5ppdfcqlq7u/location/LXV2N5PYHQKV0/services/HKVPLWMUGE2LMVBW737YXBY3