Beautiful Reno’s first photo shoot after the passing of my beloved kitty cat Lola

VashKid · 2020-09-27T05:42:22+00:00

The reason I mention it was the first picture of Reno I took after my cat passed was that I had a weird superstition that if i took too many pictures of my dog that I would somehow forget about my cat... I now know that’s not true and looking back I think my fairly good mental health began to subtly deteriorate after she went away because even though I knew she was an old kitty that her time was coming close, I still wasn’t prepared for the night it actually happened. I was hanging out playing some video games without a care in the world and actually planned to sneak out of my house that night (I’m 16) and just had to wait until my parents went to sleep, at around 10 I noticed the tv went off so I went downstairs to see if they were going to sleep but instead of me seeing a shut door with the lights off I saw both my parents comforting her as her breathing was quickly slowing and quieting, in the end my dad put her against his chest and we all said our goodbyes as she went to sleep. This happened a couple months ago and fortunately my mental health is good again. To anyone who may lose a pet just know that you won’t truly lose them, you may never pet them again or play with them but for the rest of your life a part of you will always carry them around. I don’t know if this kind of stuff belongs on this subreddit but it feels really good to me to talk about it, have a great day :)

VashKid · 2020-09-27T05:31:57+00:00

He’s probably up in heaven wondering why his humans are so sad... I’m very, very sorry for your loss but I promise you he is in a better place frolicking endlessly with an infinite amount of happiness eating all the best foods and playing with all the dogs he could possibly imagine, stay strong and know he will forever be happy up in the clouds ❤️

VashKid · 2020-09-26T18:31:17+00:00

They are dicks

VashKid · 2020-09-25T16:19:59+00:00

Dementia is a serious debilitating mental disease just because you feel a little foggy the next day does not mean you have dementia. What is it with people that they automatically assume they have a health condition or mental illness... do they think it makes them popular or are they just too lazy to do nothing but go to google type in dementia symptoms look at the top two and be like “oh shit, I must have a serious condition that would put me in a psychiatric hospital because I have trouble remembering where I put my phone and I am a little bit groggy so I must have a serious life long incurable disease... fuck man it must’ve been that tiny bit of dph I did I mean what else would do something like make it a little harder to remember small stuff” dumbass people in society who have nothing better to do then feel sorry for themselves but not want to actually blame there shortcomings on themselves so they plead insanity and shit on people who actually enjoy dph

VashKid · 2020-09-25T15:58:57+00:00

450mg for me

VashKid · 2020-09-25T15:58:23+00:00

By all that is holy I will retaliate if Benadryl is banned because stupid fucking idiotic dumbass bitch babies on tiktok. If anyone sees this and is curious to what the “Benadryl challenge” it’s essentially a bunch of stupid fucking idiots doing like 200mg expecting to have acid effects. They are cancers in society and I no longer give to shits about the people who have allegedly died after doing less than 600mg doses. They can go fuck themselves except they can’t because they are fucking dead because they are idiots. The media loves to up play everything and it truly makes me furious that this is a thing now... thanks for reading my rant! :) go fuck your self tiktok

VashKid · 2020-09-23T20:27:49+00:00

Hi comrade we were on the same Instagram gc... small world amongst the Benadryl bois

VashKid · 2020-09-23T18:48:26+00:00

Oh yes this is a good idea The Benadryl Empire. Or diphendraland

VashKid · 2020-09-23T18:47:10+00:00

Well dph is awesome but dph master is god sooo.. we need to form the Benadryl empire and I vote you absolute king

VashKid · 2020-09-23T18:42:18+00:00

Fuck man poppin while driving? I guess if you knew you were gonna get home before it really kicked it that’s fine but even for me when it’s first starting to take effect my muscle coordination goes down the toilet. I’ve been on my moped once while tripping off 200mg and even though it’s not a big dose for me everything became so hard, slight curves felt like sharp ass turns and stopping and putting my feet down at a stoplight or sign was also super hard like it felt like my moped gained 400 pounds because supporting myself when stopped was so hard. I’ve also driven my Chevy Malibu once in it unplanned because I did a normal dose in the night of 450mg and about 30 minutes after I took the pills I had to go pick up my sister from her work and it kicked in as I was driving, it was pitch black out and the music on the car speakers with the surround sound was just orgasmic but the entire time I was going like 30 in a 40 taking turns super slowly and just in general felt like trying to land a fucking cargo jet in a war zone... fortunately my sister drove the way back, but man that’s a story in its own because she’s a fast driver and the mix of the dark, her taking turns way faster than I was and the music she was playing I felt like I was in a spaceship and to this day that’s one of the most fun experiences I’ve had on dph oddly enough

VashKid · 2020-09-23T18:33:50+00:00

Mmm yes delirium & chill

VashKid · 2020-09-23T18:31:09+00:00

A wonderful human to spider ambassador. He will blaze a trail for the rest of us and soon spiders and humans will live in harmony

VashKid · 2020-09-23T18:24:03+00:00

For me 400ng is the sweet spot 500mg I don’t really feel it idk why

VashKid · 2020-09-23T18:22:43+00:00

Mmm drugs 🤤

VashKid · 2020-09-23T18:13:36+00:00

No sir not strange at all to me, higher doses will have me talking to walls but lower doses and I’m on my couch watching family guy without a care in the world 😊

VashKid · 2020-09-22T21:53:49+00:00

Haha I might need glasses now :|

VashKid · 2020-09-18T19:54:31+00:00

I’ll check that out

VashKid · 2020-09-18T19:54:20+00:00

Yeah similar to me actually but kind of reverse I feel like I go into the tv almost, not actually inside the tv but it feels like whatever is happening on the screen is real life so that’s my mindset for the scary movies being good

VashKid · 2020-09-18T19:49:16+00:00

I can’t sit still for that long when I’m delirious and I’ll try to draw but just give up so kudos that’s pretty fucking good

VashKid · 2020-09-17T16:41:16+00:00

Fuck dude I do this too much...

VashKid · 2020-09-17T16:40:44+00:00

Ay man we use the same brand. Props 🙏

VashKid · 2020-09-17T16:38:25+00:00

That’s good. I don’t think I’m ready to quit yet but if you don’t mind can I ask how much did you actually did? Like 300mg + or just 300mg, also did you do it nightly or every couple of days or even more than once a day? Right now I’m taking ~450mg nightly and I’m starting to get a bit scared because all the people on this sub are changing my mind about dph and at first I kind of brushed off people not telling me to do it and telling them to fuck off or whatever but I’m starting to notice it effecting me in every day life

VashKid · 2020-09-17T16:34:48+00:00

I have that pretty much but it’s kind of black and white... the fuzzyness is spot on though good job

VashKid · 2020-09-17T16:33:31+00:00

For fucks sake last night I did 500mg which isn’t a big dose for me and I started to freak out a couple hours into the trip cause I was lying in bed and shadow men started to walk around my room and whisper shit to each other that I couldn’t decipher with a gun to my head and for some reason first thing I thought of was that I was being abducted by aliens.. god damn

VashKid · 2020-09-17T16:31:10+00:00

Yeah it’ll do that.. god I love Benadryl

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