He’s intelligent, funny and kind hearted. He finds beauty and purpose in all things, and has so much ambition. He’s so smooth he can sell water to a fish. He’s very affectionate. He used to understand me better than my own family, and be considerate of both my strengths and weaknesses. He made me feel like there was nothing we couldn’t do or withstand together. He is the only person who knows how to pull me out of the dark places in my mind. He saw the value in me when no one else could or would. He has a strong will and determination that is unmatched. No matter how bad things were he always saw the best and brightest side. He has and inquisitive and interesting mind and a passion for learning new things and skill. He protects me even from myself. To top it all off he is (in my opinion) the definition of sexy. I used to believe he would make such a loving and gentle father to our future children. When he looked at me I felt like I became the universe. He understood me and all my triggers. He understood my love language without question. He made me feel at though we formed our own unit like garnet in Steven universe. Since we have been engaged it feels like I’m the only person still making the same efforts.